"You begin to loose certain parts of yourself that you weren't aware you even had, they disintegrate into your subconscious before you can save those pieces of who you were before" Haymitch wasn't one to think before he acted. The events of his games, and his "homecoming" left him in a spiral of going mad. After one to many one-night-stands, a pregnancy occurs. The mother, Isa Norben, was beautiful. Her looks mixing with Haymitch's, created Allie Abernathy. After Isa died during childbirth, Haymitch decided that he could try. He could become sober. He could be a father. By the time Allie was five, Haymitch has turned himself around. Raising her the best that he could. But after one slip up. One comment. One snark made in the hidden halls of the capital. Allie was gone. Taken. Snow always lands ontop. Oc x Finnick