"what fades must come back." >> this book was written before the song 'if you don't know' was released, but seems to be closely related. disclaimer: i wrote this in 2014. it's really bad. also the picture used in the cover was created by me and reposted onto other social medias by fans i gave permission to.

"I wish that I could be like the cool kids cause all the cool kids they seem to fit in." Ashton Irwin was bullied, suicidal, depressed and he cuts. But when new kid Luke Hemmings becomes the most popular kid in school, Ashton might just wish he was one of the cool kids (sorry if this sucks, this is the first story I ever wrote. I'm warning you it's really bad. I'd rather have you check out some of my newer content )

Ashton was gay. His crush the most popular kid in school, Luke hemmings, was straight and probably didn't like him. Ashton was tired of crying and Luke finds a way to fix him. Things change majorly between them as Luke keeps secrets.

Ashton Irwin; 15 years old, depressed, has social anxiety, quiet, alone, broken, Unhappy. Luke Hemmings; 17 years old, outgoing, popular, punk, funny, but Unhappy.