Matt and Mello have a durable friendship; one that cannot be broken. However, as time passes at Wammy's house, things become a bit peculiar between the two. Their status of being 'just' friends becomes unclear and decisions must be made as one of the Wammy brothers must take on the role of becoming L's successor. Soon Mello finds himself under a lot of pressure as he finds himself in a difficult situation; Matt or the replacement of L?

When mello leaves wammys Matt falls into a depression only to be rescued when he finds anonymous love letters for 2 years... Is it mello? He thinks so and only hopes mello will come back for him! The inner monologues of Matt as he struggles through his heartbreak and depression.

The last thing Matt wants is to be involved with Mello; but when a simple bet becomes something more, he isn't sure how to cope. Just your average high school love story- kinda. [MattxMello based/ features other ships as well/ Death Note High School AU/ Rated M for language, Mello, and perhaps smut in later chapters]

After the explosion at the Mafia, Mello is uncertain of what his future holds. However, can a childhood friend fix his seemingly broken persona and build his confidence up to experiment with a new kind of love?

Matt x Mello in the original Death Note universe after the death of L. Warning: Contains some swearing and triggers, being depression and suicidal thoughts. Also, I do not (unfortunately) own Death Note or any of the characters. Enjoy! "When I got to the apartment I changed into some boxers and one of Matt's hideous striped shirts because it smells like him, it smells like cigarette smoke and body spray. I never thought that that awful smell would end up being one of my favorites but it is, if only because to me, it smells like home. I lay on the bed, sobbing until I passed out. This isn't home, it never was. My home is a beautiful freckled red head with a video game addiction and only now do I realize that nowhere will ever be home again. It's taken me a really long time to realize but, home isn't, never was and never will be a house or an apartment or any place for that matter. Home is a feeling and I'm afraid that I'll never have that feeling again."

Matt achieved to get on Mello's nerves- again. What will he do in order to make up so that he can get his so-precious-DS back? (Unlike the name may sound there isn't any smut or hardcore yaoi, it is just fluff) Copyrights belong to the people who took part in the making of Death Note.