it only gets more difficult to fix the ones you love when you are broken yourself.

Josh just got out of a hospital. It has now been two years. He was told that all of his memories from his senior year were a lie. That he had never fell in love with a guy named Simon, never tried to kill himself, and had never seen the love his life die. It was all just a dream. Supposedly Simon on the other hand, remembers everything. Well except for Josh's face. Everything he remembers perfectly. He remembers being in love. Trying to find Josh. Watching Josh jump of the building. Everything. He doesn't really like talking about it, well pretty much talking at all. Until he came around. What will happen when they see each other again? What will happen when Simon tells Josh that it wasn't just a dream and it was a reality? Will they fall in love all over again? Or will something get in the way? Sequel to: The Moment I First Saw You

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simon's thoughts on all the things he likes about his bestfriend.. cc - attriburion (noderivs)

Ethan, Josh, Simon, Tobi, JJ, Vik, and Harry have all been friends since middle school. Josh, Simon, Tobi and JJ are graduating. The only thing is that they are all going to different places that are far away. Tobi is going to have to leave his secret relationship with Vik behind. No one knows that they have been dating and Vik is heart broken but no one knows why. While Josh is in love with Simon and is afraid of losing him. They are going to be miles apart and his Josh's last chance to tell Simon is before graduation. The only problem is that Josh doesn't know how to say the three words.

Warning: Swearing, self harm, depression, overdose, mentions of suicide, suicide attempt Do not read if affected by the things mentioned in the warning above - read at your own risk. -- Ever since a young age, Joshua Bradley has been diagnosed with depression and suicidal thoughts. Once he and his best friends formed the Sidemen his life turned around to open up a great future. Sadly this did not get rid of his depression it, in a way, made it worse. With Josh being pansexual it made him an easy target for the haters in the YouTube comments. The only way for him to make himself feel 'good' was to cut; and he did just that. Josh is not the type to go to the doctors in order to feel better he'd always put it off. He didn't want help he wanted to do it on his own; it's his battle and he must fight for victory. Simon Minter, Josh's best friend, was always there to support him in anyway. With Simon being bisexual he was also a target to haters but was able to ignore the hatred towards him. Josh was attracted to Simon and found it really hard to keep his feelings hidden as he didn't think Simon felt the same way. Simon on the other hand did have some feelings towards Josh, he just didn't know how to tell him or show him. Hopefully the day will come and they can have a happy future together... Can't they?

Josh is moving to a new school and is really worried of what people will think of him. He isn't like the others. His whole life he hasn't seen a single color. He feels left out. Then there is Simon, the popular jock that everyone loves. He has the perfect life, has the perfect grades and even the perfect girlfriend. What isn't perfect about Simon, is that he also can't see colors. What happens when Simon and Josh get assigned as partners? What happens when Simon slowly falls for Josh? Will they soon see color?

Joshua Bradley is a mute. His whole entire life he hasn't spoke or else his father would hurt him. Then Joshua turned four and his dad got drunk and his dad and mom got into a car accident. Josh's mom ended up dying and his dad went to jail. Putting him and his sisters in foster care. Then there is Simon Minter. Simon had the same situation as Josh. They were both in foster care. Simon and his brother Nick had lost their parents in a horrible car crash, the car crash in which Josh's father had caused. His killing both Simon's parents. What happens when they meet at university? What happens when Simon starts to teach Josh how to speak and ends up falling for him? But what happens when Josh finally tells Simon who his father is? Will Simon ever look at Josh the same?

Two guys, Zerkaa (Josh) and miniminter (Simon), found each other on YouTube. Simon saw a few of Josh's videos and decided to talk to him. They then became close friends. Simon started to form feelings for Josh even though Josh had a girlfriend. Josh has never shown his face but knows what Simon looks like. What will happen when Simon moves to Josh's school. Josh sees Simon and doesn't say anything what will happen?

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