THIS STORY HAS BEEN DISCONTINUED!! "mrs. howell, your son was born..." the doctor, dr. madison, takes a deep breath. "perfectly healthy. you've given birth to a god." - in which being born with a disease or condition is normal, and those born healthy are declared gods. //phan + a bit of kickthestickz //lowercase intended //angst + fluff

another angsty story about joshler featuring deaf emo tyler and a sick josh tw :// hospital mention, suicide attempt mention

Young Dan Howell, who lives with his alcoholic father, lost his mother to cancer less than a year ago, and is killing himself. Phil Lester, a boy picked on for his weight, lives alone from the rest of the world in a rehab center while trying to recover from severe anorexia. When a concerned teacher suggests Dan seek help, the two lonely worlds collide. Maybe all they need for help is each other. (Rating: Mature! Very angsty! Read at your own risk! Triggers: self harm, eating disorder, suicide. A little swearing. A little smutty, a little fluffy)

"'I miss you.' 'What do you mean? I'm right here.' He shook his head. 'No, I mean I miss seeing you. I miss your smile. Seeing you smile made me so happy. I'm still so upset that I'll never see it again.' I breathed in, a bit shaky. 'You've just got to remember that if I'm with you, I'm always smiling, okay?' 'I still miss seeing you. If I could have just one opportunity to be able to see again, even just for a moment, I would spend my time just watching you smile. That's all I would want....'" After a horrible accident, Phil loses his sight and goes completely blind. Dan's help has been amazing to get him through it, but Dan can't help falling in love with his best friend - now in daily need of his care and attention. This story is about love and trust, and how two friends - much more than friends - overcome the odds of a disability, and how they realize that no matter how difficult it gets, they will always have each other. (Warnings: none! :D Fluffy, a little dash of angst, looong)

Felix Kjellberg have the luck to come to the college, a new life. Or for him it isn't. Growing up with video games instead of actually get to know people have mess up his life. Felix sees the ugly side in people. Marzia is the only person he doesn't see as an ugly person but she is surrounded by friends and not an outcast kid like Felix. Two different people get to know each other, will the world be pointless anymore? Will Felix make it to he is 28 years old? - Melix fanfic, a punk version - English is my second language - Grammar mistake can appear - Drugs/alcohol/smoking appears - Swears language appear - There won't be harm/depression(maybe a little), violent - There will be thoughts on suicide but not deep thoughts Thank you for 1K readers :)

daddy urie has started a chat! daddy urie: be free gay ones [ highest rank: #1 in #moodie ] [ book 1 of 2 ] [ warnings: cursing ]

tylerjoseph would like to add you as a contact! [ turkish translation on @poolkiller's account ]

After a tragic car accident, Josh is put in a full body cast next to a mysterious man. The two are forced to room together for the next few months. Tyler has fluid in his lungs and once a day, every day for an hour, he must sit up to help drain the fluid. His bed is next to a window, and the window sill looks really nice. Every day, Tyler describes to Josh, the man who can't move to see, the various and beautiful sceneries he sees through the window. It's all so beautiful and pure poetry.

Tyler loves to look pretty, and is not ashamed. Josh has never questioned his sexuality, that is until the most beautiful person has ever seen just happens to be a boy.

"I-I-I'm ju-just a f-freak"