in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phil wonders why.

Dan Howell is dealing with depression. And anxiety. And he's losing his mind. Maybe he just needs to find his Knight in shining armor. Will he?

"well, what can i say sweater boy, you and i mix as well as those damn paints on my brushes and the colors in those sunsets you love so much."

Young love is a lot more than just chemicals inside your head, it's a lot more than just having a petty crush on a hot guy that sits in front of you, young love is the start of emotions; the beginning of learning how to love. Might be a lil cringe as I never intended for this to become my first full on phanfiction, regardless I hope you enjoy.

Dan and Eva were sweethearts in high school and managed to date after. That is until Dan one day quit talking to her. He never replied to the million of voicemails and texts that were left by Eva, just updated his status to single one day. Heartbroken, Eva tried her best to go on normally with her life but never dated. Every man she met was too much of a reminder of Dan, and what he left. Though he left her, he still had an inexorable grip on Eva's life. So 3 year after Dan left Eva the two end up meeting again at the office Eva worked at. ~inspired by 'We Used To Be In Love' by Clean Cut Kid~

[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4

Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltzing in, destroying his entire view on nearly everything in the worst (and best) ways possible. Phil's like a drug, and boy, is Dan addicted. Warning: contains self harm, depression, boyxboy, references towards abuse, and other possible triggers or content you may not be comfortable with. you can message me in private for the specifics if you feel you need it and remember to stay safe. (Top: #89 in Fanfiction, #1 in Phan!)

Summary: Dan draws, Phil doesn't. Phil wears black shirts, speaks loudly, and glares at everyone. Dan wears grey jumpers, doesn't talk, and tries to stay invisible. Phil's reckless, Dan's not. This is as story about two polar opposites who mange to have a string of first times together, and maybe even a cute love story. Because unexpected things always happen, when you try to keep someone at arms length. Rating/Warnings: Mature Readers (READ AT OWN RISK). This story may contain topics of depression, cutting, anxiety, panic attacks, assault, gay slurs, and minor sexual content. If any of the listed content triggers you, please do not read. Please do not copy and post my story anywhere else or create an "adaptation" of my work. Thank you. Copyright © 2013. strawb3rryvib3s All Rights Reserved.

Dealing with severe depression and social anxiety, 16 year old Raven Martinez doesn't go to school and is constantly bullied by her older sister. But when she goes for a walk to the skate park, she meets Cameron Lopez, her only friend in her cold, lonely world. But when someone close to her dies, she meets up with Cameron for the adventure of a lifetime...

" we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions can speak louder than words.