Every Tuesday during football practice, sixteen year old Sem Bolton finds himself stealing glances at the gorgeous college boy jogging down the path next to the fields. He was his dirty little secret. His guilty pleasure. His unobtainable fantasy: safe and distant on the other side of the chainlink fence. Then, through a series of unpleasant events including being forced on a camping trip, it turns out his unobtainable fantasy is not so unobtainable after all. Not only is gorgeous college boy gay as well, he also wants to date Sem. Now, Sem was never one to play it safe. But outing himself was in a whole different league than testing his mother's patience or taking hits in the boxing ring. Was he really ready to date a guy, all consequences included? As if internal struggles weren't enough, count on girls, friends, and an estranged brother, to complicate stuff even further. Photo on the cover by: https://unsplash.com/@nickkarvounis

This original novel is from 2014! I have begun to rewrite it so please go check out the new rewrite posted now! 2 rewritten chapters will come out every weekend!! However if you want the cringeworthy writing of a 14 year old newly gay preteen, please feel free to read the original book here Lucas Anderson is 16 years old, a sophomore at North High in Chicago. Oh and he's gay. For a year and a half now he's been obsessed with Ryan Adams, the high school jock. When Lucas and Ryan have to work together for a class project they learn so much more about each other then any one would ever know. Between crazy girlfriends and trusting best friends this book shows the truth about high school life.

"I believe the world is full of coincidences that would either be unfortunate or for the better. Neither way, I'll love you no matter what." Bryan Stevens.

In your first year, you're just thrown in there. Your freashmeat, and your gonna be torn apart; Well unless you do what I did, get popular and stick with the popular. But things will be different this year. I no longer have my best friend Logan or my girlfriend Rebecca, the hottest girl all the boys wanted. Well was the hottest girl, this year it's my little sister. And I don't like it one bit. Push that all out the way. For this year, I turn to my old friends who I have known since elementary. Which they took me back in open arms....

You know as kids and teens we do some stupid crap. And sometimes it can be some funny $hit. And you know you'd never think it would haunt you later in life. And the crap I did with my friends was making stripper names. "Hey Honey Shot come here." Trever said smirking. "Don't fucking call me that." I snapped. "But that's your stripper name."he said frowning. Whoever thought I'd actually be a stripper?

Onyx is in tenth grade now. Last year was rough. Getting heartbroken from a guy you thought that loved you. With Taylor his brother's help maybe Onyx open up again. But how can he do that when Onyx pushes people away. He built a wall. But that wall can be broken. Or "Hey Haters? Fuck you."he said smiling. And then again his wall just might not break. Even if he gets a new boyfriend?

Ryan Johnson never expected to move half way across the country, nor did he expect to find himself in a winter wonderland. But one thing he has learned in his crazy life is that anything if possible.. Like falling for a guy when you thought you were straight. Now that's crazy...or is it? Conner Miller has always been known for his looks and player ways, not to mention his rich family who owns almost every business in Winter Falls. Girls swoon and crush on him... and now...a guy is too? Ryan never expected to fall for Conners brown eyes..and Conner never expected to tell anyone his secret.. But anything is possible...or is it?

Going back and fourth. Past to present. All things I could of done and could of said.....but I didn't. And I can't go back.....even though I can live back through it like it was just yesterday. I watched as they danced. Black and gray. But there's still light. And the light is shined on them. Their smiling bright. A picture with them, only them. Not me....I'm just like the boy who takes the happy pictures and leave miserable. "Lenny?" Van says bringing me back to reality. "Yeah?" I asked gulping. "Take the picture."he said laughing. "Right." I said giving him a shaky, weak, fake smile.