"Does love even still exist because I damn sure don't feel that shit no more" "Don't think like that Javon of course love still exist, We all go through bumpy stages in our life we just have to stay true to ourselves and fight through it" Alex smiled. Javon life was turned upside down right around the time he met the white boy. He was still trying to find himself in this fucked up world, But it seemed trouble liked to follow him. Alex wanted to feel love and the only person that helped him feel that was Javon. But how could someone give you love when they didn't know how it felt to receive it?