Summary: Lyle returns home for his father's birthday in May 6th, when things go horribly wrong when he decides to stay in Beverly Hills for the entire month.

After Freddie's unsuccessful suicide attempt his life is falling apart and nothing seems to be going right. He gets in an unhealthy relationship and he is absolutely crushed. Until John saves him. --- The story has a lot of parts but it's not that long, I aim for 300 words per part so that's why there are so many. Warning: There could be some depressing things, alcohol, and drugs in this fanfic. If you struggle with reading that I wouldn't recommend reading this fanfic. Also, I'm not English so if there are any grammar or spelling mistakes don't be afraid to comment cuz that would help me a lot. Btw I know the song save me was written by Brian but idc :)