When Ryan has a blast from the past while he's in his attic he begins to realise how deeply his misses being part of panic! At the disco and most of all how much he misses Brendon. How will he feel when he finds out about Dallon though?
From Preschool on, Brendon and Ryan grew up together. They laughed together, they cried together. And together, they felt feelings they'd never felt before.
"you know this stuff is for girls, right?"
"fuck off dude."
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lol ryan buys scented hand sanitizer and brendon makes irrelevant remarks because he's a werid little shit.
!DISCLAIMER!
i wrote this book before i educated myself on transgender rights and such so this book is slightly cisnormative and i'm sorry.
this is exactly as the title says. it's just platonic ryden. there won't be any relationship drama in this. they're just friends being doofs.
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[ warnings: cursing, minor angst ]