She thought the world was against her and being loved just wasn't for her, until she met four boys determined to change that. (the writing in this is certainly not my best, just a heads up) warning: this book deals with triggering topics such as eating disorders, self-harm, and suicide. [highest ranking ~ #1 fanfiction] 2015 by mrcalibu. All rights reserved (I do not own 5 Seconds of Summer, Hi Or Hey Records, Arzaylea, Bryana Holly, or any real-life characters that may be involved in the story. I only own my own characters, such as Daisy. Every character and their actions in this book is strictly fictional.)

I'm River. A complete fuck up. By mom died in a car crash when I was 3 and after that my dad was abusive. I was put up for adoption when I was 8 and have been here for 8years so I'm now 15. i thought I wouldn't get adopted until 4 guys came and changed my life Will it be for the better or worse ?...

First everything was a surprise Now I'm being shocked by everything

Some Surprises Are Good & Some Are Bad It's All Based On Luck Turns out Maybe my luck is Bad

We'll carry on, We'll carry on, And even though you're dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on We'll carry on And in my heart I can't contain it The anthem wont explain it. -=+=-=-+=-=+=-=+=- My brother and his girlfriend, who was my best friend, died in a car crash two years ago and I've been depressed ever since. I had no one for what seemed like forever. I've never carried on, and probably never will. Hi, I'm Summer. I'm just an average girl who lives alone in a small part of British Columbia. I spend too much time on the computer playing Minecraft, I drink too much hot chocolate, and I make YouTube videos for a living, your typical nerd, eh? Oh, and did I mention I only have four friends Well, only four friends until one of my best friends added someone into our call. My life hasn't been the same until I met them. Maybe it is possible to carry on.

"I wish that I could wake up with amnesia, and forget about your stupid little face." The First Book in the 'Amnesia' series. Two Category #CubeFanfictonAwards2 Winner