"i'm counting down the days to go." or in which a boy who is waiting for his life to be over may be losing to cancer, but he also saved his best friend's life and, in return, won his heart.

First book in the I Have Always Noticed You series Dan tries to keep to the shadows and away from everyone else. But Phil sees him and doesn't want him to be alone. What will happen when their two worlds collide, will it be beautiful? Or will it crash and burn? -Trigger warning-

Dan and Phil have been good at hiding their relationship for the past few years, but what happens when one of them accidentally tells the world about it? Could it be the end of their relationship?

「COMPLETE」 Dan and Phil run into problems. Phil's forced out, and Dan realizes he needs Phil. Will he be able to bring the blue-eyed boy back, or will he be lost forever?

This is a collection of things I write while being in love with my best friend. These pieces begin in my notebook where I feel inspired to capture something that happened that day to which I then type and upload here with very little editing. What you read is how I wrote it in that moment and it's all very much real. The editing is mainly to correct grammar. I thought it would be interesting to document and keep a record of everything I write surrounding him. This is the result.

Phil is in love with his best friend Dan, whom is dating a girl named Becca. After 6 months, Phil can't take it anymore, sending him over the edge. After Dan finds him on the roof, about to jump, how will Phil cope keeping his real reason away from Dan? This was originally just a one-shot from my book of them, however I liked it too much to just leave it at that! Rated PG-13 as there are mentions of suicide, sexual references and there will be swearing throughout this book. boyXboy as per usual. ©chloemitzu [PG-13] Parents Strongly Cautioned

" my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, until he meets Phil Lester - the 'bad boy' of Dan's new school - who's face is strangely visible to Dan; much to Dan's wonder and Phil's distaste.

"danisnotonfire via. Twitter: @AmazingPhil my 11:11 wish is for you to notice me

un·ti·tled ˌənˈtīdld/ adjective 1. (of a book, composition, or other artistic work) having no name. 2. (of a person) not having a title indicating high social or official rank. "lesser untitled officials"

Dan Howell is a timid boy, who always does as he is told. He was once friends with Phil Lester, the 'bad influence' who soon ditches Dan for the popular group in Year 7. After five years of not talking to each other, they're partnered in a project and Phil's wants to win Dan over just like he has with most of their year. But yet, Dan is determined to find out what Phil is hiding behind his arrogant mask.