October 16, 2009 ~ 'Hello Internet' October 16, 2017 ~ 'Goodbye Internet'

*contains brief mentions of self-harm* They say that love has no boundaries but what if one of them can't remember who they love? Phil suffers from memory loss in which he can't remember the previous day or his relationship with the love of his life, Dan. Update 01/23/2017: Holy shit, I haven't been on in almost a year. Can't believe that there are 20k reads. I am in awe! Unfortunately, I haven't been involved in the phandom for quite some time. I will probably not write a sequel, but if anyone else wants to.. idk go for it fam

Dan tried to kill himself. He wakes up in a hospital with Amnesia. He doesn't remember anything. Day after day a memory appears in his head. Will he ever find out why he wanted to die? Phil never wants to explain to him what happened. He always says one day he'll find out himself. But what if Dan does find out? Mentions of suicide, boyxboy, general fluff

18 year old Dan Howell has been kicked out of his home by his parents after getting into trouble with the police (again). On this winters day, he has no money, no food and nowhere to stay - until he is offered accommodation in a strangers home. However, there are secrets this stranger is hiding and Dan is determined to find out... [phan fic]

Dan had lived a normal life. No good friends and no big problems but all this changes when he meets Phil. Phil was the new kid who always seemed to be happy and hyper, but was he really? Will their relationship ever be normal, because now it just seems to be broken. "Phil?" My body froze. My mind went in to panic mode. I removed my lips from hers as quick as I could, but the damage had already been done. I look at Dan and I look in his eyes and I see all the hurt that was already present in his heart. What had I just done? "Dan.. It's not.. um I can explain.." He looked at me and tears started rolling down his cheeks, and my heart broke as well because the next thing that happened was him whispering "We're done." TW: depression, ED, suicide, SH, sexual themes (i tried to put TW before specific chapters but a lot of the themes run throughout)

-Sequel to Broken- "Phil, you need somebody's help. Just let me help you." "I don't need any help. Especially not from you Dan. Just leave me the fuck alone and get out."

Phil Lester has been bullied for years and when he is diagnosed with chronic depression it starts to go downhill. But could the new boy prove to be the light in an otherwise dark world? Read to find out. Trigger Warning: contains scenes of abuse, graphic violence, self harm, depression, bulemia, anorexia and other triggering things

Phil was just a regular school boy, until he came out of the closet. Nobody wanted to ever talk to him, or ever come near him. But then there was a new boy who came into town. He actually wanted to talk to Phil. Day by day, Phil couldn't help but slowly fall in love with those brown eyes.

"I guess times change. People forget the promises they make. They move on with their lives, and start families, and wander down new career paths. I was never one of those people. I was never up for change. But Phil was." Dan Howell, a 26 year old protagonist and sometimes video blogger, lost his best friend Phil Lester, a 30 year old child at heart, to the ways of family and love. Phil adores spending time with 28 year old Milly Langdon and so decides on keeping it that way. Dan doesn't enjoy Milly's company so Phil decides it's best if he just moves on. Every day after that, Dan regrets ever opening his mouth. Will Phil ever realise what he truly left behind? (This is set in the future, that's why their ages aren't their real ages oh)

©blushinghobi Dan Howell (20) has been hurt and abandoned for his whole life. Left lonely,he had absolutely nobody to talk to. He had a shitty apartment and a crappy job and really,he had nothing to look forwards to in his life. Phil Lester (24) seemed like a really bubbly and happy person. He made YouTube videos online and he was overall happy. Just what Dan needed to have. What will happen when the both of them meet? Will everything be fantastic or will all just fall to pieces?