Tris prior has had a life far from exciting. She grew up in foster care but couldn't remember anything before the age of eight, and strangely neither could her brother Caleb who was only a year older. They had no baby pictures and no birth certificates and no one knew why. Tris slowly starts to question herself and realizes she is the most destructive person in her life. She seems to think everything is her fault. One day a new boy shows up at school and he has the most beautiful eyes she has ever seen. Feelings start to form but she thinks there is no way he would ever feel the same until one day when her foster mother forces her to go visit her neighbours and she gets to know this special someone a little better. **some mature themes

[ᴍᴏᴅᴇʀɴ ᴊᴇʟsᴀ ᴀᴜ] | ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ᴄᴏɴsᴛʀᴜᴄᴛɪᴏɴ | My cousin was dating my best friend, and he wasn't just my best friend - he was the one I deeply fell for. I tried to make him see the things that we could be, but he didn't. I had lost hope for the both of us. And now, all I could see is the two of them together. I told myself that it was fine. I told myself that I could survive through it. I told myself that it does not hurt, not even one bit. I shielded myself from all the heartache and hatred I felt for their happiness. I kept on convincing myself that he wasn't worth it - that I deserved better. But all I the things I told myself only caused my wall to break down, and I realized the most painful and inevitable fact that whatever I do, I could never be that girl. I could never be his girl. I said it wouldn't hurt, I said I would be fine, But all my life, I have only been pretending. More books from SummerSnowQueen: All Over Again (Jelsa Fanfiction) Dear Jack ➳ A Jelsa Fanfiction Paper Boats ⛵ Neverland ✧ A Jelsa Fanfiction