"Courtney, what do you fear? Do you have any fears?" "Dementophobia." "What does that mean?" "The fear of going insane." {ONCE WAS #207 IN FANFICTION}

"Promise me that you'll always love me, josh." He hooked his pinky with mine and smiled, "I pinky promise." (lowercase intended)

"Are you lost?" "I like to think of it as a horrible game of hide and seek." ~ |-/ Disclaimer : I do not own Tyler Joseph, Joshua Dun, Jenna Joseph or anyone related to Twenty One Pilots. I also do not own any of their songs or lyrics.

used to be #1 in fanfiction not my story. link is in story.

Tyler lives in a perfect world where everything is perfect and happy. It's because of one pill; Joy Pills. The joy pills remove all sadness and anger. Josh lives in a not so perfect world. Josh doesn't take the joy pills and is known as a 'Goner'. Everything around him is broken. He can't see color and everything is black & white. But suddenly, he meets a happy brown hair boy and everything is in color.

Tyler said goodbye. To both what was once his best friend, and the world.

I call you just to hear your voice again.

During the middle of touring Tyler Joseph disappeared. Not even the cops were able to find him. They looked everywhere but Tyler was no where to be found. One day, Josh got a letter from Tyler.

A girl with alexithymia - a disorder which makes it difficult to understand feelings - meets Josh dun in a record store while on a trip to Ohio. What will happen when she has to go home? A Josh dun fanfic This account is inactive. Messages nor comments will be seen by writer. Thanks for all the love and support.

He was so, so beautiful. And not in just the physical way. He was beautiful in what he was. Fire and smoke and tall things and candy and laughter and football games he didn't care about and music that he did and I will never be able to forget any of that, and I can't say that I ever want to. *** This story will contain upsetting thoughts and actions because of the fact that it's written from the view of a depressed human being. & i would edit this (considering it was written about two years back), but it's cool to leave things where they are. enjoy my older writing, dudes xx