This is a book full of imagines of our favorite canadian boy. Highest ranking: #1 in shawnmendesfanfiction Read and enjoy xx Requests are always open!!!

Pain is potential. The same factual evidence I am unconnected to the world; Because for me, the silent night is deafening. Others find it peaceful. •Trigger Waring--Please my angels don't harm yourself• ••• Rank: #10 12.12.17 xx #24 in "helpline" #445 in "people" #5 in "known" #783 in "poem" •• Raw stories by the Misheard for the Unheard There's somewhere for you And though it could be small Or you never saw it Never looked assumed it's Nothing at all That's why I'm here To show you We Belong Not alone but together As One A Broken Fragment. And I'm going to help.

My thoughts in poems. I'm not suicidal or even truly unhappy. I'm just confused and lost and I hope someone out there understands. These are the everyday thoughts I have that float around in my mind. This is my life, in poems. I like my poems and I hope you do too. Comment, vote, enjoy! New cover made by AyaPotter. Cute, hmm? Update: I was 14 as I began this book. I am now 17. My views have changed since beginning this collection and it would be much appreciated if you, reader, would keep that in mind while reading. I don't like editing after I've written and most of this has remained untouched since publication. We all change though. These are feeling in moments of passion, not utter truth, and no, not brilliance despite what I've been told. I know otherwise. Do not fall fate to the trap of these words and think everything through before accepting any of someone else's opinion even if it sounds good and true the first time reading or hearing it. I am not perfect by far and I've made mistakes. ALWAYS keep this in mind. 2020 edit: I'm going on 22 now, and honestly I wish I had the spunk of when I was 17. Hot damn. Also I'm transgender and at the time of writing this, I hadn't come out or even found out that was possible so there's a lot of misgendering of myself that I'm editing. I don't edit usually but I'm sick of people calling me she in the comments. They or he please. 2022: they/them only now please. He/him pronouns are pissing me off lately.

***Please note that this book has been taken down because it's been published, and you can see only the sample chapters of the published version. You can find the links to both ebook and paperback in my profile bio. ------------- I have always been bullied and trapped in darkness. I hoped life would get better when I moved to my mother's hometown, but it only got worse because it was there that I met my unrequited crush, Hayden Black. He despised me from day one, and even more when I became best friends with his twin, Kayden. Kayden gave light to my life, but my happiness with him lasted only until one night two years ago. That night Kayden died because of me. Half of me died with him. The other half was left to bleed, suffering Hayden's and his friends' constant bullying. Now I must endure one more year before I can finally escape them and go to college. This year has to be different. Either I will become stronger, or they will finally break me into nothing. ----------- Highest rank in Romance: #1 on 10/28/2017 Bullied won the Best Romance and the Best Diverse Book award and the Bullied series won the Best Trilogy/Series award in The Fiction Awards 2018. --------- I wrote this novel for #NaNoWriMo2016 #NaNoWinner2016

*side project* Honest Midwest native Nick Carraway arrives in 1922 New York in search of the American dream, though he didn't know it quite yet. Nick, a would-be writer, moves in next-door to millionaire sweetheart Jay Gatsby, and across the bay from his cousin Daisy and her philandering husband, Tom Buchanan. Thus, Nick becomes drawn into the captivating world of the wealthy and -- as he bears witness to their illusions and deceits -- pens a tale of impossible love, dreams, and most of all; tragedy. We all know how it ends. But what if we didn't? This is The Alternate Ending --------------------------------------------- Hope you enjoy. I wrote this for a school project and my teacher told me to publish it, so I did on Wattpad for all of you. I hope you love it as much as I do. Love, M xx