Dan begins getting letters from a secret admirer. He doesn't have any clue who this person is and, well, that's really the point of a secret admirer isn't it? It's a secret.

Phil starts to receive secret love messages. But who is on the other end of the phone?

[COMPLETE] Dan always knew he wasn't straight but he couldn't admit it to himself.. That changes when he goes to a boarding school and gets to know this guy called Phil. Triggers: a lot of fluff (and smut in some chapters), boyxboy - Phan. (also my first fanfic ever<3 please go easy on me, this wasn't edit and I can't read it again without cringing)

This is on hiatus and I don't know when it won't be anymore. I have reasons for that, and I would tell you but there's a big chance you don't give a shit, so I won't. You SHOULDN'T START READING THIS. If you finished Exchanging Feelings, pretend that this doesn't exist or you'll hate me when you get to the point where i stopped. I know some people are still reading it and I always get messages asking about updates but PLEASE understand that i'm a 16 year old girl who's just started year 12 and I have more important things to do at the moment. I'll keep writing "More than friends" (don't worry about that) on my tumblr, and i'll also upload one shots every now and then but for now I can't promise an update for this fanfic. i love you guys, I'm really sorry <3 - What the hell happened in those 3 years? :) I'll tell you. - TRIGGER WARNING: (be sure to read this. Some people have screamed at me because I didn't have a trigger warning so PLEASE READ IT BEFORE CLICKING 'START READING'.) Depression in general, INCLUDING: self harm, suicidal thoughts, eating disorders, low self esteem, abuse of medicines, psycho thoughts, mental breakdowns, rehabs (hospitals, clinics) ; DRUG and ALCOHOL usage; swearing; rape, sexual abuse, prostitution; explicit sex scenes boyxboy and girlxgirl, childhood traumas. Please don't read if you don't like drama and confusion. None of these chapters were edited (just like E.F, because I don't give a fuck. yes i really dont give a fuck my name is nicki nice to meet you)

Phil is an exchange student and Dan happens to be his host brother. GENRE: Fluff/Angst. there is smut but you shouldn't read if that's all you want. WARNINGS: Drug/Alcohol Usage, Swearing, Depression and mentions of suicide (cutting, suicide attempt), Death of family members, Childhood traumas, Car accidents, Boyxboy, Drug dealing word count: 88k+ (In case you don't know this, exchange students live with a family that's called "host family".)

Dan Howell is a timid boy, who always does as he is told. He was once friends with Phil Lester, the 'bad influence' who soon ditches Dan for the popular group in Year 7. After five years of not talking to each other, they're partnered in a project and Phil's wants to win Dan over just like he has with most of their year. But yet, Dan is determined to find out what Phil is hiding behind his arrogant mask.

Phil tries to be straight but that doesnt doesn't work out.

Dan and Phil are best friends. They live in the same flat and always did everything together. Little did they know, each of them had feelings for the other, but didn't want to say anything because maybe it would ruin their friendship. Was it worth the wait for Phil when Dan decides to get a boyfriend?

Dan's the new kid in school, expelled from his last for threatening a teacher. Dan's family hoping this will be a new start, don't know their son's biggest secret. Will Dan have the confidence to tell his father about the way he feels? Or will he continue to be the rebellious teenager he is? Phil is completely the opposite from Dan, never gets in trouble, quiet and doesn't have any friends. Trying to double depression and his grades, how will he deal with a new kid in his class? Will all his secrets be revealed? And will the bullying stop? Dan crosses Phil on his first day, and things don't start in the best way. Phil doesn't need help, but Dan is adamant he helps the boy through his years at college. What will happen when things turn upside-down for the both of them? Warnings: mentions of selfharm, bullying, mild swearing, sexual references and boy boy pairings. Not recommended for people under the age of 13. ©chloemitzu

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]