my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)

josh has been out of school a lot recently, but that's just what tyler wants to believe. he doesn't want to believe josh is dead. he does anything and everything to make himself believe his boyfriend is still alive. then it hits him. hard. "well if he's dead, then i should be too." TRIGGER WARNING: suicidal thoughts and actions toward the end. if you are triggered easily, this fic isn't for you. also each chapter will be about one paragraph, maybe more maybe less. (lowercase intended)

it's only a game. isn't it?

wash my mouth. I didn't mean what I said. please don't hurt me. -~- 'my name is Alexa, Alexa Lestly. I'm not okay. I'm being touched. everything I say that he doesn't like. he washes my mouth. these girls are with me. they're just like me. send help ~ A.L.

First book in the I Have Always Noticed You series Dan tries to keep to the shadows and away from everyone else. But Phil sees him and doesn't want him to be alone. What will happen when their two worlds collide, will it be beautiful? Or will it crash and burn? -Trigger warning-