completed ~~ Dan comes from an abusive home, and the bullies at school aren't much better. Just when he thought his time was up, he meets a boy named Phil and thinks that life may finally be worth living. ~~ self harm, suicide, fluff, etc. ~~ vemod (n.) a tender sadness or pensive melancholy; the calm feeling that something emotionally significant is over and never will be back -----------------------------------------------------------------

Where Phil tries random pick up lines on Dan, his best friend.

After Dan Howell dies at the tragically young age of 26, he is greeted by death with a book. A book of every lie that anyone had ever told him. This seems like harmless fun but as he nears the end, he realized everything isn't as it seemed in life with his best friend, Phil Lester. Ship: Phan, Kickthesticks Genre: fluff/angst (no smut) Trigger Warnings: male X male, major character death, suicide, self harm, existencial questions, depression, abuse, torture situations, substance abuse and panic attacks. (i want all of you to be safe and happy whilst reading this so if you are triggered by any of these please don't read)

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

Unknown: if this room was burning, i wouldnt even notice cause you keep taking over my mind with your little white lies Phil: who is this? dan and phil are dating but dan knows phils been telling him white lies when he is with Cat. So, dan anonymously messages phil, exposing his little white lies.

Kickthepj added danisnotonfire to the chat Amazingphil: yo Whos dis? Danisnotonfire: hi I'm Dan. Kickthepj: Phil stop talking like you're a gangbanger. Danisnotonfire: nice to meet you Phil :D - Where Dan is added to a groupchat and finds another lil gay boy that takes his interest.

Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer and gradually feels himself falling more and more in love with the boy. But can you really like someone you've never seen before? And what will happen when Phil finds out the real identity of his admirer?