"I'm so sorry Simon" "I trusted you, I fixed you..." WARNING: Very deep story, has some depressing scenes. Read at own risk ~Completed~

YouTuber, Randy ZX, thinks her life was normal but it's not. Depression, the army, the love of her life... Vik?

Only preferences of the infamous and amazing Sidemen! (Some jokes outdated, written 2015-16)

When Tami is forced into a marriage she doesn't want to be in, everything changes. She wanted to get away from them not get married to one of them. She has to live with him and his friends. She doesn't want to be there but she has no choice. She faces many challenges after moving in with him Will they end up being happy? Or will he hate her forever? (NOT GOOD WITH DESCRIPTIONS)

This is the continuation of my book Sidemen Preferences. This can be read as a stand alone book. You can choose to read the first book first if you want it is up to you. I hope that you enjoy my writing and be sure to request for a preference/imagine if you'd like one. You can either comment on a part or send me a message and I'll be sure to get done. I will also write with (Y/N) so the reader can feel it is them.

Wait, Josh has a daughter?! And now they have to take care of her for a year?! This should be interesting... It will be an adorable year, but when mom returns, all hell breaks loose. {Minizerk?} (#1 under #sidemen)

Josh has a crush. Watch as he tries his best to understand his feelings, and express them to Simon. Anything could happen. Feel free to message me ideas for situations that could happen later in the book. Thanks for reading:). Aaand Seeya. Warnings- mature language, and may contain smut. (It's not just smut, there will be fluff and angst at first).

Tami, 21 years old She has a secret but also a past that's been hidden She meets a member of the Sidemen but doesn't know who he is since she has never seen his videos Their paths cross again one day, she finds out who he real is and he finds out something that he didn't know or see the first time they met Things start to slowly change after him and his friends entered her life He wants to help her but will she let him? Will she finally allow someone into her life? What happens when someone from her past returns, will she run or stay? Will he be able to be there for her? But mostly will she be able to tell the Sidemen the real reason she's afraid of letting someone into her life? (Find out in 'I'll Always Be There For You')

Disclaimer: I am not proud of this book as I did write it in 2015. It's a very twisted book but some enjoy this book so please read at own risks Warning: Rape will be included so please read at own risk He left her with empty promises She was hopeless He hurt her She was broken Her life was in pieces Tami and Simom were best friend and they were unstoppable. Simon ended leaving Watford along with JJ, leaving Tami behind with empty promises. She ended up moving to London for work which she hates but she didn't except to see Simon again He's sorry He wants to help But he makes a mistake after and couldn't forgive himself for doing that He wants to be in her life again But would she let him? Find out in 'I Didn't Mean To Hurt You'