When the only man he's ever loved, once a millionaire, ends up homeless, a palliative carer must let go of the past in order to help him get back on his feet. --- There's a delicate balance between self-preservation and self-isolation. Palliative carer Josh Winters has dedicated his life to bringing joy to someone's final months. His nurturing nature finds an outlet there for all the feelings he refuses to attach to anyone with a full life ahead of them. It's easier that way, simpler. Former millionaire Emery Hall has his own ideas about ease and simplicity, and they created an unspeakable rift with Josh in their past. Josh can never forgive him, but when he discovers Emery has been homeless for months, he will do everything in his power to convince the proud man to accept his help. Between his conscience and his lingering feelings for the man, he can do no less, not while he has a roof to offer. His only goal is to help Emery get back on his feet and let the past stay in the past, but he should have known better than to believe he could be unaffected by the only man he's ever loved. Torn between his inability to forgive and his need to help, escaping this situation with his heart intact may be more than Josh can hope for, especially once he discovers that there are still things about Emery he doesn't know. --- Gorgeous Cover Art by @kataraqui https://www.instagram.com/kataraqui/ Theme Song Lifeline by Tiago Barbosa https://youtu.be/yYBIWrRim14 http://www.tiagobarbosamusic.com --- Utterly Forgettable started out as an Open Novella Contest 2020 entry. It made it as far as the longlist, and had 40k words at the time. This is the expanded version, complete in just under 99k words.

When Brody challenges his stepfather who tries to rape him, his "step-loser" as he calls him has his revenge by throwing acid in Brody's face. Brody is almost certain that this is where his life will end. A broken soul and a face that was once a sight for sore eyes, now looks like molten wax. Off course Brody has a plan for all of that. He will do the things he still wanted to do, and eventually as soon as he is done with his bucket list, commit suicide, releasing the world from the most horrible face it has ever seen. For now, all he has to do is keep on the mask of humour so that nobody will suspect what he is really planning... And off course he needs to keep on the phantom mask in public as not to scare all the children in the streets. But that's okay... Isn't it? It's fun pretending it's Halloween all year long? It is however when Brody meets E.J. next to him in the hospital that Brody needs to make a different decision. E.J. has been raped by his stepfather for many years, but he somehow keeps a positive outlook on life. Maybe inviting E.J. on the bucket-list-road-trip of a lifetime with him will keep Brody from jumping at his last stop. Will Brody be able to figure out the emotions inside him when E.J. is close before he jumps? This is a story of friendship and love, and delving through the deepest sore to find a sparkle of hope that life could potentially go on, no matter how dark things behind the mask may seem. This is the trilling continuation of "Behind Drawn Curtains" where we meet up with Brody, E.J., Chris, and the rest of the gang that stole our hearts in a tale full of suspense. PG - This book may contain strong language and sexual encounters between same sex individuals. Please be advised that although this is not a sequel, it is best to read "Behind Drawn Curtains" first. Repeating that this is not a sequel, but rather a continuation.

Black Moon Series Book #5 📲 This book updates at best once a week and only if I have managed to write at least three chapters of the next books. Warning: #Mature #Gay #Triggering Description: I was raised in a bigot family. Church, God, Strict Rules, Seriousness, School, Homophobia, Conservatism, Family. These were their motto. Not mine. I wasn't the rebel kid, more like a sheep, at least until adolescence hit me. These beliefs have led me to become the total opposite to what my family expected. My faith mostly lays in wildness, triviality, sex. I am dreaming of fun and liberty of mind. Worst sin of all, I am attracted to males, and this might be the last straw for my parents. My ultimate faith lays in my three childhood friends. Camden Hall. Joshua Pierce. Mark Murray. Our bond goes far beyond friendship, love or any other human feeling. We are a whole entity. One cannot go without the others. And yet... When our 17th birthday turns into a tragic event and my father threatens me with the worst possible future he can think of, none of their comfort will prevent my flee from a life I don't yearn for. Sometimes, you just need to see new horizons, taste new dangers to build yourself. I may end up burning my wings in Los Angeles, but who knows? I might also meet my peace of mind...

Oliver Brennan is happy and content. Living with his boyfriend of two and a half year, working at a night club as a bartender while attending classes at the university in hopes to get a degree at business, he is enjoying his youth to the fullest. He is completely satisfied with his life and doesn't need or wish for anything else. However, one night, after his boss lets him leave earlier, crushes his whole world and leaves him broken, lonely and with a surprise no one has expected. Five years later, he is a successful owner of his own Coffee shop, has new lovely boyfriend, and great friends who always have his back. Then, on one sunny Thursday, everything changes, yet again...

I'm a crazy female Sub, who needs a better brain-to-mouth- (and/or brain-to-action) filter. This book is filled with different little stories from my (not so) boring life. May 2019: Number 1 #NothingSpecial Number 1 #JustMyLife August 2019 Number 1 #NothingSpecial Number 1 #JustMyLife Number 2 #TrueStory Number 4 #Everyday

This isn't a coming out story. Ash has been comfortable with who is ever since he was a kid, and has never tried to hide it. Now at sixteen, he leads the way and has made it acceptable to be gay and come out at school. He's never had to worry about anything, but then he 'meets' Alessandro online and quickly falls for him. He is sexy, intelligent and cool. But for some reason he seems reluctant to meet up with Ash in person. So Ash goes on an adventure into London, to try and meet the man of his dreams face to face.

Alex Kensington never imagined how his life would change when he came out to his father. He could understand not agreeing with his choice, but the man was downright instigating his own son's troubles. Being sent to St. Lucian's Military Boarding School was either going to be the worst thing that had ever happened to him.... Or the best.

A military love based story. Roman Butler is an Army Captain embarking on the most dangerous and probably the last mission of his life. Mishaps do happen, good or bad you have to live with the consequences if you survive the ordeal. Love makes us do stupid things in a heartbeat and that is no different for this someone whose one promise has led to a mess that's too big to clean up. A web of betrayal and a tangled series of battles and wars brings two worlds clashing. Contains swearing, gunfight, some explicit scenes, and violence.

Andrew, a twenty-six-year-old literature graduate, has been through more drama than many his age. From suffering obesity to arthritis, and then anorexia after drastic attempts to lose body fat, Andrew grows more conscious of his body. He shields himself from the rest of the world in a reserved cabin tucked away in a small town where he dwells in solitude and self-pity. But things can't stay the same forever and Andrew's carefully planned out walls fall around him with the arrival of his uncle's fiancee's son, Ethan. Ethan will more than disrupt Andrew's 'perfect' life. He'll also teach him the sole act of acceptance.

Book Cover by @IshaBhardwaj6 HER VOLKOVS SERIES BOOK FOUR Belle is introduced deeper into the world of the Russian Mafia and the underground criminal world. She takes on a very challenging role in the family's business when Nikolai and Alexei got in trouble. But a target has been put on her head by the people who want to destroy the Volkov family. Meanwhile, the Volkov babies are coming! The future of the Russian Mafia is bright. Nikolai and Alexei could not be more ecstatic. While the family is celebrating, their demons are quickly catching up on them. Secrets will be revealed and their lives as they know them will change.