Gerard couldn't stop himself...He didn't want to.He just threw his head back and allowed the liquid to spark a fire in the back of his throat as he consumed it.He was losing himself more than should be humanly possible. And he didn't care. That's all he knew now. Alcohol and drugs. But without his main addiction that had been taken from him,he was slowly destroying himself. He was becoming a monster. Gerard needed Frank.

~HAS BEEN REWRITTEN. CHECK OUT BORN TO LOSE 2.0---- The boy hadn't even seen Gerard coming towards him until Gerard stepped on a fallen branch, making a 'crunch' sound. Gerard screamed a silent 'fuck' in his head as the boy's tear streaked face snapped up, locking eyes with Gerard's. His intense hazel eyes held so many emotions it was hard for Gerard to distinguish whether the boy was doing this out of anger or sadness, "Go away," the words were laced with venom but they also shook with emotion so strong that Gerard wanted to cry as well.

That feeling deep down in your stomach, the craving. Yeah, I've had that. But not for food or blood or lust. The emptiness achieved from not eating since Monday. That's what I craved. #414 in fanfiction lol get recked

When so much damage has been done, is it possible to recover and get better?

October 16, 2009 ~ 'Hello Internet' October 16, 2017 ~ 'Goodbye Internet'

*TRIGGER WARNING* I'm going to be Satan and not describe anything to do with this book.

TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

When they first met Pete was a teenager that spent most of his time in his room or with his misfit friends, and Patrick was his mom's mysterious boyfriend. Now, ten years later, they meet again. Except this time Pete's engaged to one of his best friends, and Patrick has a wife and a two year old son. ・•°・•°・。 So this is the sequel to Daddy! Hope you'll all enjoy it :-)