A series of DabiHawks oneshots; some sad, some bittersweet, and others with happy endings No smut

There's a void Oikawa Tooru needs to fill. It is slowly consuming him, slowly taking away his humanity, until he will be nothing but skin and dust no more. He tries to fill this black hole with girls, drugs, and sex, but nothing seems to work. It just leaves him with a sugarcoated knife aimed at his throat. . That is, until he gets high at a college party and spills his guts to his best friend, Iwaizumi Hajime. /// !I DO NOT OWN HAIKYUU! Only the plot + cover + some random, insignificant characters

¡HUGE MANGA SPOILERS! you have been warned. Hawks remembered waking up in the hospital, face down on the bed with doctors surrounding him frantically. He was hoping that they could fix it, or that he could fix it on his own, but wasn't surprised when they said they couldn't fix him. He was crushed, but knew he deserved it. After all, he did kill one of the only people who liked him for who he was. He would just have to live with it. He didn't like how he could fit in the shirts that had accidentally been left at his place without doing anything to them. He didn't like how many people would look at him with pity. He just didn't like it. But he was going to have to live with it. Written before the manga got past the war arc, so it follows the manga to a point. @marsh.maellows524 is the cover artist. Please go check them out. July 20th 2020- (This story is not supposed to be showing a good relationship. This is not a situation to go back to, and I do not condone any actions that were taken in this book. This one unlike my others was written to end tragically.)