One life. One chance. In Ariana's world, only one thing matters. Are your eyes black or white? So if you're like Ariana and you're in between, there's only one way to live your life. On the run. But what if you fall in love? And what if your dad is a Prince of Hell? And what if he's trying to kill you?

I'm just a transboy looking for a way to get my feelings out. If you don't respect or don't like anything lgbt+, mogai, non binary, or queer--please leave. This journal may be helpful for some people who are new to the queer community or who are thinking about coming out. Not everything here is lgbtq+ and that's okay.

My name is Anna. I'm sixteen years old and I have cancer. But, don't worry about me. I'm perfectly fine. The people you should be worried about include my tulip obsessed mother, her mysterious lover, The Dutch Tulip Man, and my delusional hamster who thinks that running on that little wheel of his will actually get him somewhere. Welcome to my life. Special Thanks to: Augustus Waters Hazel Grace Lancaster Peter Van Houten And of course... Our beloved John Green, an amazing author who can bring characters and plots to life and who made this story possible. A/N ~~ There will be the use of one direct quote from TFIOS for AIA. Details in this story were inspired by the book. I do not claim ownership of them. All credits go to John Green. All rights reserved.

First love is always tricky, trying to figure out what might happen and who will find out...