The first time Niall saw him was at some popular asshole's party.

Niall helps Calvin through his depression, and their relationship shifts along the line. Cancerous, but diligently worked on.

Calvin was an introvert, he likes spending time with himself and his thoughts, he likes being alone. Niall was an extrovert, he likes parties and crowds, he likes being with people. But Calvin realized, even though he like being alone, he doesn't fancy being lonely. And even though Niall likes to be with crowds, he doesn't fancy being a man with many friends; he wants someone to talk to about the universe.

Calvin or better known on YouTube as Leafyishere, Always wants to hide. Onison can see how unwell Leafy is getting In his videos by his voice, But leafy alway replays to everyone saying he fine and just tried, Everyone believed him until he did another face cam vid. Onison wants to help Leafy get better, But can Leafy get out of the craving abyss he dug himself in to, Trapped in a world of self hate, and the comments on his YouTube videos don't help. Onison starts to develop feelings for the young brunette boy, But can Leafy accept the love, he always wanted. --------- Warning ⚠️: strong Language, anorexia, depression, self- harm, suicidal thoughts, insomnia, OCD, strong language, lgbt / gay, Leafnision of course and other strong topics, if you get triggered easy do not read this book! Cover by @sad_masquerade Undergoing editing (spelling and grammar)

I was bored and there was only one fanfiction about this so far and I've decided to make another. * SMUT WARNING* Trigger warnings : Cutting Suicide Death Sad Idk

"I'm sorry..." (trigger warning)

josh is tyler's assistant. tyler is married, but he doesn't see that stopping him from getting what he wants. highest rank ✩#2 on joshler tag✩ ©agonyteen

Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts with into seeing him as your average person. The isolation as he desperately tries to keep others from finding out, the bitterness that wells up inside of him each and every time he's reminded that he'll never be like everyone else, the fear that nothing will ever change. He's fated to be this way forever; a misfit from society. Isolation can only go so far though, so when he's struggling to make ends meet and he's faced with the option of looking into a serious job or taking on a roommate, he opts for what seems like the easier option at the time. It doesn't seem so easy ten failed roommates into the process, or when he sits down at a table to meet with prospect number eleven and ends up with a coffee spilled all over his lap. Potential roommate number eleven, Phil, turns out to be an insufferable optimistic ball of sunshine that Dan wants nothing to do with. His options are running out though, as are the savings he's been using to pay his rent, so he finds himself begrudgingly agreeing to let the other man move in. Neither of them have any way of knowing just what they've gotten themselves into as they shake on the matter, but time will tell.