Nyctophilia (n.) love of darkness or night. finding relaxation or comfort in the dark - "We are the kids our parents warned us about."

some people say that the most important things in life cannot be seen or even touched; they are felt with the heart. in that case, ethan didn't feel anything at all. his heart had almost become numb as a result of everything he had been through. but when an ordinary but somewhat alluring girl named jess stumbles upon ethan's rough heart, he is instantly captivated. because jess is capable of doing something no other person can do; she makes ethan's heart feel again. - cover by @korslay

in which a girl who can't go outside and an anxiety ridden boy learn to love themselves and each other through a series of midnight escapades, illicit felonies, an open road and a sky full of stars. 【 COMPLETED 】

Each color rose offers a distinct meaning. © pettydolan

"If you ever want to hang out, have a drink, or have sex, I'll be waiting for you in Apartment C."

Loneliness. Sadness. Depression. These are all emotions 15 year old Brittany experiences and journals about on a daily basis. She feels that no one cares anymore and that she is unlovable. Her best friend starts bullying her with the help of her boyfriend, Grayson Dolan. Ethan, his twin, becomes friends with Britt, but can he even begin to help this drowning girl? **TRIGGER WARNING** Frequent mentions of depression and suicide thoughout most of the book so please don't read if you are easily triggered. I don't want anyone getting hurt <3

"What's my name?" "Daddy."

You have one life. Everyday you make hundreds of choices. The big ones, don't seem that big at the time. One choice can change your life. Its time to choose.

What happens when Audrey is forced to fake being Ethan's girl? And what secrets is Ethan keeping from her?

"why are you staring at me" "because you're beautiful" "you must be blind" "i am" "then how would you know i'm beautiful?" "i just do" warning: this book is so so so so cringeworthy and cliche and poorly written ! written before i had any idea how to develop a story lmao. slowly editing