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I Felt a Connection by sadchaitea
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Dan is a boy that is bisexual, he currently goes to University. But he sees a boy.. named Phil. He can't help but feel a connection. When, Dan came out to his mother she didn't accept him. Dan, leaving his house crying has to live in University. Phil, sees this hopeless boy. And saves him. WARNING: includes; self harm, attempts to suicide, smut, and bad language HEY ER STOP BULLYING ME PLEASE; DONT READ THIS BOOK
psychedelia | phan by thenightlockfox
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Dan has given up on ever being happy. Life has lost its meaning, and everything he seems to do causes some form of destruction, and Dan is so tired of destroying the things he used to love. He's lost so much, and he's scared of losing Phil, the only thing he can bring himself to care about. But Dan can't see past his own depression that Phil is struggling with bulimia, and that he's equally good at hiding his dark thoughts as Dan. And as Dan walks through the streets alone at night getting high to escape from the hell he's trapped himself in, will he be able to see that maybe the happiness he craves so desperately is not on the streets in the form of white pills, but inside his own apartment in the form of Phil Lester? Or will it be too late... WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, SEXUAL SITUATIONS, USE OF DRUGS, VIOLENCE, HIGH LEVELS OF ANGST, BULIMIA, AND THEMES OF SUICIDE. IT IS NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER READERS.
A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic) by WhoWantsT0know
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TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?
Why I have trust issues: phan by erincmcf
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Phil Lester has been bullied for years and when he is diagnosed with chronic depression it starts to go downhill. But could the new boy prove to be the light in an otherwise dark world? Read to find out. Trigger Warning: contains scenes of abuse, graphic violence, self harm, depression, bulemia, anorexia and other triggering things
No Words....( a Phan smut/angst/fluff) by AmazingMinaOnFire
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Dan is the just the ordinary new boy who wants to get an education. He doesn't have time for Drama. Yet when he meets Mina and discovers Phil. He knows that Phil was his soulmateヽ( ̄д ̄;)ノ=3=3=3 then he did that Phil is mute. What will Dan do when he falls deep I love with Phil. WARNINGS: Sex, Self-Harm, Drugs,Sadness and............Llamas. Jk
Asexual Howell (Phan AU) by Alltimeray
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Dan has a partner when he finds out he's asexual. He's always felt not normal towards sex and is shocked when he finds out why, he feels like he will never be normal again. He confides in his girlfriend Paige who seems to take it fine, but it causes a lot of hassle in the relationship. Soon Dan is becoming more and more interested (romantically) in a boy in his study group named Phil. They form a strong friendship and soon leave for college and live in an apartment together. But will Phil accept Dan and ever want to be with him? - some Grammar edits to do -
Never Let Go - Danisnotonfire x Reader by phangirlingweirdo
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- won first place in the summer 2015 x reader fanfiction awards - You feel like your life is one big existential crisis. You can't get a job, your landlord is an asshole (to put it lightly), and your mum is incredibly overprotective. You feel lost... until you meet HIM. (featuring end of 2014 - early 2016 Dan) *UNDER SEVERE EDITING - MAY NOT MAKE SENSE* *** incredibly cliché, read at own risk. occasional swearing (censored) and mentions of mature themes. one scene of abuse. enjoy! *** ©phangirlingweirdo
Time | Phan AU (MAJOR grammar editing in progress) by Alltimeray
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Dan has set a date. He will wait 6 months and if his life isn't better by then he will end it. Just days after planning this he meets Phil. Things get worse at first, and Dan continues to feel worthless. Can Phil save him before its too late? Triggers: self harm, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, eating disorders. Phan fluff <3 no sex but all the homo -This is a longer version of my creative writing piece -
Take the monsters away | Phan (Completed) by brokenblades03
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Dan howell is starting at a new school, he is abused and raped by his own father, Phil lester is the so called emo fag, people call him that because someone told everyone he's gay, so he gets brutally beaten everyday but pretends as if nothing happens, what happens when they met? Started: August 30th Ended: January 18th
Bruised (Phan) [EDITING] by eminent-
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[COMPLETED] [MULTI SHIPPING] Join some immature, lovesick boys who struggle to not only to love themselves but those around them. A heart wrenching story revolving around some anorexics, some bulimics, and a purger, all of whom thrive to be the skinniest in the EDU. Highest rankings #4 in Tronnor #124 in Fanfiction ❤️ #1 in EDU ❤️❤️❤️ ••• Multi-shipping! (Phan, Kickthestickz, Jaspar, Tronnor, etc) TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️