just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}

kickthestickz / chris x pj : series eighteen chapters: wooo if you don't cringe at bad writing then here you go special phan oneshot is included in 'lovely phantasy' my specialty is shoving cliche into your faces so yay haha this is a piece of pure fanfiction, but there may be sexual acts so be warned! no self harm or anything of that sort - all safe x

Chris and PJ are roommates, as well as best friends, living in London together to promote their careers. But when Chris starts acting strange leaving PJ feeling isolated and confused, it takes all it can to put their friendship back together... or is there something a lot more going on?

Phil Lester has been bullied for years and when he is diagnosed with chronic depression it starts to go downhill. But could the new boy prove to be the light in an otherwise dark world? Read to find out. Trigger Warning: contains scenes of abuse, graphic violence, self harm, depression, bulemia, anorexia and other triggering things

18 year old Dan Howell has been kicked out of his home by his parents after getting into trouble with the police (again). On this winters day, he has no money, no food and nowhere to stay - until he is offered accommodation in a strangers home. However, there are secrets this stranger is hiding and Dan is determined to find out... [phan fic]

Young Dan Howell, who lives with his alcoholic father, lost his mother to cancer less than a year ago, and is killing himself. Phil Lester, a boy picked on for his weight, lives alone from the rest of the world in a rehab center while trying to recover from severe anorexia. When a concerned teacher suggests Dan seek help, the two lonely worlds collide. Maybe all they need for help is each other. (Rating: Mature! Very angsty! Read at your own risk! Triggers: self harm, eating disorder, suicide. A little swearing. A little smutty, a little fluffy)

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying