Saved by Niall [Don't read. It's bad.]

The main character is Michaela, she is depressed and often suicidal. She is best friends with Niall Horan. She is friends with all the boys from One Direction, but Niall is her best friend in the whole world. CAUTION: THIS CAN AND WILL GET VERY GRAPHIC! That is all I'm gonna say as to not ruin it, but you were warned...