"Why do you love me? I'm fat" I said as I looked down at my feet. "Princess there's a difference between fat and thick" he said as he grabbed a hand full of my ass. --------------------- Diamond Ryder is a 17 year old curvy girl. Her past is so messed up that she doesn't consider herself beautiful. She can't even look in the mirror anymore. She has no friends at school and her bestfriend is her mom. Sam Greene is the school's bad boy. Girls chase after him but, he doesn't really pay attention to them. Diamond ran into Sam's life, literally. When they come across each other what will happen? Will Diamond let her guard down and love again? ------------------ ⚠️Under major editing⚠️ ------ Jay112098 "I really enjoy your story for the curvy, it's a nice escape from reality. I live in a small racist town where I get bullied and when I read your book it gives me a peace of mind that not all white people are racist" Tayjay207 "My favorite book" Amii_xo13 "I love this book" XWeirdSnackx "Its like my life depends on it" Zoeneluise "Its weird because I can relate to this" MochaBousso "I just LOVE THIS STORY❤ definitely going to my reading list" Kuwonubeans "I love this booookkk❤" Karentina23 "Gosh I love this book❤" User75473053 "I'm in love with this book❤❤❤"

A book of poetry, and quotes and lines inspired and written by me..... *Warning: Contains Depression, suicide and Hateful remarks about Donald Trump.

poetry by a person that's afraid of people. 12/23/15- #1 in poetry

"My finger tips delicately brush against his as he holds my hand under the bridge. His brown eyes are kind and calming as they gaze into mines. The breeze of the wind is calming but cold. I shiver and he holds me into his warm arms. The Cherry blossoms flow with the wind as if the air was a stream and the flowers were fishes. He grabs a flower and removes my hair back from my face as he places the flower on top of my ear. The back of his hands slide down my light brown face as he lands and stops on my chin. He leans in and kisses my forehead. We lean into each other and our noses and foreheads meet. "I love you" he whispers as he kisses my cheek. "I love you too" I say back my lips curl up into a small smile. His nose returns back to mines as his hands trail down my back. He pulls away and looks up at me. We stare at each other for what seems like hours until he leans in and kisses me. I kiss him back and just like that I'm in my Wonderland of dreams".

Ivory is moving to a new state and she's not happy about it. She's already having a hard time fitting in and making friends. Nothing's going her way and nothing seems fair. Until she is introduced to The Porthouse. In the Porthouse she meets Perry, Tahlia, Carlos, Mordecai, Jamie, Nayo, and Alexander. The Porthouse changes Ivory and makes her see life in a new way, a way that she thought never existed.

This is just a book about people in the world that I know

One girl and her best friends are trying to escape the cruel painful foster home they live in and try to see the real world and figure out who there real family is all while trying to stay together as one.