Deciding to play by his own rules, Dan embodies the dark part of his mind. Phil, wanting the best for him, tries to crawl inside his head to understand him... but Dan won't let him in so easily. *Inspired by Dan's video 'Psycho thoughts'.

Living with depression and a panic disorder is not always the best way to live, and when you admit things that you never would have admitted, things become worst. But would you ever want to see what you would be like happy? Dan did.

(demon!dan human!phil) After a strange night alone in his bedroom, Dan finds himself without control of his body. Whatever being that had taken over him just to happened to be the lucky demon that Phil Lester summoned. ____________ i'm getting all my information and techniques (if that's what you wanna call them) about demons from Supernatural and Black Butler, so the possesion and the devil trap thing is from Supernatural and the immortality and the "demoning" thing as Grell calls it is from Black Butler... if you haven't watched either then don't worry it'll just seem like a really weird and fucked up demon lmao i DO NOT own dan and or phil OR any ideals related to them original idea copyright @flutterhowell 2016 also the title has nothing to do with the story i just thought it had a nice ring to it ^u^

CURRENTLY UNDER MAJOR EDITING. I realize that a lot of things don't make sense so I'm gonna fix them I do not own Dan, Phil, or any characters in this book. Only the idea belongs to me Punk! Phil x Pastel! Dan Dan is the quiet boy in the back of the room. He loves bright colored clothing, dressing 'girly', and flower crowns. Phil is the guy who helped Dan when he got shoved into the mud. He's the exact opposite of Dan. Peircings, tattoo sleeves, black shirts, pants, combat, motercycle riding 'punk'.

Dan and Phil meet each other for the first time in forever. Phil was a punk guy and Dan was like a pastel guy. Phil is confident and charming. Dan is timid and kind. When Phil meets Dan he falls in love and so does Dan.

"You saved my life how can I repay you"Phil asked. "Well I'll make a deal with you" "I'll protect you and give you everything you want in exchange for one thing" "What's that?" "Sex"

I'm sorry... please forgive me.... . . / Phil's POV / WARNINGS: Angst, minor mention of self-harm, depression, etc. (( Copyright © 2016. silhouette-boy ))

"we spend all this time waiting for tomorrow, yet it never arrives." the story of a boy who writes to his insecurities. the story of another who saves him. {phan} {lowercase intentional} {trigger warning: depression, implied self-harm/mentions of suicide}

E D I T I N G Dan has a new neighbor. His new neighbor Phil who happens to be an insomniac who loves playing the violin in the dead of the night, baking cookies and who also has a cat who spends half of her time in Dan's house. Dan finds Phil very annoying but he really can't resist those blue-green eyes...