"because as you know all too well, my dear phil, i sometimes want you to just drop dead." "ah, but you see, the feeling is mutual, howell." |serialkiller!phil x depressed!dan| |lowercase intended|

"Are you insane or are you just that broken?" he whispered, his face inches from mine. "I'm a little bit of both," I admitted, looking into his eyes. "A trip into my mind would be a trip into a nightmare."

Dan Howell is your stereotypical popular kid. Phil Lester struggles with depression and lives in an abusive home. When the two meet, Dan assumes Phil is just another kid for him to pick on. It turns out to be a bit more complicated than that. Will Dan and Phil be able to help each other get through their hardships, or are some people just too far gone to fix? - TW: Self harm, suicidal thoughts and/or actions, homophobia, car crash, death, abuse (message me if you need clarification) - Started: 12/26/15 Completed: 6/28/17

Prompt: “With Schools AUs it’s always Badboy!Phil with Nerd!Dan or Badboy!Dan with Nerd!Phil. That about a fic where both are bad, and meet behind the bike shed for a smoke, or both are nerds, and meet in the library.” (I went with both are bad) Summary: Dan Howell is one of the most popular kids in school, with a badboy reputation to uphold. On the day that he meets the new boy, Phil Lester, who seems just as bad as himself, they become friends almost immediately. But as one thing leads to another, Dan isn't so sure if he and Phil are just friends, or more? Overall warnings: swearing, mentions of drugs, smoking, drinking, strong homophobic slur, domestic abuse, mild smut, violence, emotional manipulation

Living with depression and a panic disorder is not always the best way to live, and when you admit things that you never would have admitted, things become worst. But would you ever want to see what you would be like happy? Dan did.

"New Kik Message!" Amazingphil: hello human bean Danisnotonfire: go away I suck at summaries but give this story a try {other celebrities mentioned} ****TRIGGER WARNING****

i thought i had a happy relationship with phil. i always thought that we were going to be together forever. i was wrong. +×+× or the one where phil is a cheater and dan finds out +×+× inspired by miss jackson by panic! at the disco

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||Au where Phil is a zookeeper and Dan has been fascinated with elephants since he was little|| Dan and Phil meet in a zoo, and soon their friendship begins to grow into something more. Dans parents are homophobic and make him go to church. will Dans parents accept him? Alternating point of views. (p.o.v if you didnt know) Warnings: graphic violence, self harm, implied eating disorder, smut, depression, and terrible writing (first phanfic posted to wattpad so im sorry if i dont update a lot)

"What do you mean you like someone?" Dan declared Phil shrugged blushing a little "I did not mean to say that"