All of the lyrics to all of the songs Sleeping With Sirens made. WARNING: May contain cussing.

- won first place in the summer 2015 x reader fanfiction awards - You feel like your life is one big existential crisis. You can't get a job, your landlord is an asshole (to put it lightly), and your mum is incredibly overprotective. You feel lost... until you meet HIM. (featuring end of 2014 - early 2016 Dan) *UNDER SEVERE EDITING - MAY NOT MAKE SENSE* *** incredibly cliché, read at own risk. occasional swearing (censored) and mentions of mature themes. one scene of abuse. enjoy! *** ©phangirlingweirdo

This is the first phanfic of my 'Stalker Series' - 1st phanfic : I'm Not A Stalker (completed) 2nd phanfic: Be My Stalker (completed) 3rd phanfic: I'm Your Stalker (completed) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dan Howell is a young teenager, he has many thoughts and many questions about the world and life. He spends every night fighting a exstestential crisis and then going onto the wonderful place known as the internet. One day (after watching a SMOSH video) he came across a boy called AmazingPhil, and after clicking on the black and white video labelled 'Phil's Video Blog' he knew that he fell in love. So then it happened. Dan became obssesed with this British, side fringed stranger online that he only ever heard or seen by a simple video that got uploaded whenever. With his obsession Dan dove down trying to find anything to help him contact his love. Until he found a email address...

I saw a boy today. His names called Phil. I wanted to become friends with him. So I did. Enjoy <3

/ / WE'RE HOLLOW LIKE THE BOTTLES THAT WE DRAIN / /

Phil loses his memory in a tragic accident. All he can remember is his age and his name. A boy, who's named Dan, saved Phil and builds a friendship with him. But when the truth comes out with Phil be able to stay or will they be torn apart...forever. (Triggering topics)

Sooo these are some relatable things hopefully about being a member of the phandom!! This is not a fic or a story. :)

This is the third and final phanfic of my 'Stalker Series' - 1st phanfic : I'm Not A Stalker (completed) 2nd phanfic: Be My Stalker (completed) ~~~~~~~~~~ Have a look into Dan and Phil's life after they've finally developed a stable and trust worthy relationship. Read through the endless group chats they have with PJ and Chris about PJ's obsession with phan or maybe Chris trying to switch up Dan's wardrobe. Many questions will be flooding the couples minds: What will the fans say? Will we end? Is there a future for us? See the beautiful fluffiness that they have and share together... Til Death Do Them Part.

Phil's family needed the money, Dan's family could spare the money. WARNINGS - swearing - smut (later on in the story) - self injury - mental disorders I'm sorry to have so many warnings, and I am in no way forcing Phan or promoting mental illnesses. Stay safe and enjoy.

Phil Lester and Dan Howell always hated each other from the moment Dan first laid eyes on Phil. The two were on completely different sides of the social scale making it only natural for Dan to hate Phil. Phil didn't want to hate Dan but with every taunt or push from him, Phil's hate grew stronger. When Dan gets chosen to recive tutoring from Phil, the two find out that they're not so different after all. Does this change anything for Dan and Phil, or will they go on acting towards each other like they always did? Word Count = About 42,250