"It's time to go through the worst years of my life in boarding school. I really hope I survive my first year as a "freshman". It won't be easy but just follow me quietly and tell no one about anything you read in this book." -Esi Johnson( just a proud black girl) I hate trouble, I'm being paid to mind my business...too bad I can't afford to lose my job. I come in peace bringing you tales from a not so fabulous black girl somewhere in Africa. Disclaimer: This is not based on a true life story and the characters bear no relation to people in reality.

here I talk about things that are very personal and probably should not mention but fuck it ! anyway, if you're interested come read this unedited nonsense, and share your own experiences/stories

[COMPLETED] Moving from Houston to LA to follow her dreams against her religious and strict parent's advice, Rose, a troubled aspiring singer songwriter is noticed by a familiar figure who decides to take her under his wing. Exploring her newfound freedom, things were bound to get complicated; all while her rise to fame becomes imminent.

"are you tired of me yet?"

A story of teenager Adonis, living with post traumatic stress disorder, as well as a world of other issues involving his family, his school, and his own thoughts. He eventually befriends the popular, Farrah, who at first...takes more interest in his popular older brother. All characters are 18 and older. (apparently I have to be followed for some privated chapters)

[COMPLETED] Salem moves to university, finally away from all the small minded people of her small town; and she's going to UCLA, her dream school. Moving into the dorms, meeting her roomates, and making new friends made it impossible to not get nervous on the first day. People catch her eye, breakups, one night stands, parties, drugs, and everything from experimenting to skipping class are bound to happen. Did she make a mistake befriending a certain clique at school?

(EDITING BUT COMPLETE) Roses Are Red And Violet Is Blue. Doctor Violet Ankamah is a surgeon and a great one at that. Her life is perfect. Her job is perfect. Her poise, natural elegance and cold demeanor, makes everyone around her fawn. It's almost too good to be true... Until it isn't. After what feels like the worst fate comes crashing down on her, Violet must navigate her way again. It won't be a scenic route. She needs a guide.

A good one. And Mr Miller, thinks he's the man for the job...

how can I tell if I love you anymore? / nevermind, I know I do / call you closer to my arms / you'll feel better when you're warm | part three of billieverse | title from toro y moi