Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer and gradually feels himself falling more and more in love with the boy. But can you really like someone you've never seen before? And what will happen when Phil finds out the real identity of his admirer?

Phil is an exchange student and Dan happens to be his host brother. GENRE: Fluff/Angst. there is smut but you shouldn't read if that's all you want. WARNINGS: Drug/Alcohol Usage, Swearing, Depression and mentions of suicide (cutting, suicide attempt), Death of family members, Childhood traumas, Car accidents, Boyxboy, Drug dealing word count: 88k+ (In case you don't know this, exchange students live with a family that's called "host family".)

The Let's Players have acquired a new addition to their family: a mysterious girl who goes by the username Silhouette. With a new channel comes new fans, new fandom, and new videos. It's not just the viewers who become fans of her, though. Their are some YouTubers themselves who become fans of her, one YouTuber in particular.

Fanfiction about Emma Blackery and Dan Howell, dont judge me c;