"You want to know what I learned?" Green eyes shined with unshed tears as they looked into the sea of blue, comforting waves and depths that haven't been explored yet. "A star falls from the sky and into your hands. Do you know who that star is?" Troye shook his head. "That star is you." A small, ghost of a smile took over his features. "Then it seeps through your veins and swims inside your blood and becomes every part of you." Connor paused, taking in a shuttering breath as his mind was taken over by the sweet memories made with the beautiful boy in the passenger seat. "And then you have to put it back into the sky. And it's the most painful thing you'll ever have to do and that you've ever done."

It's not the way that they/he thought it would be. They're tired of avoiding. Exhausted of pretending. Dying inside smiling widely. _ *taking place in 2017* _ (the story is ongoing but you can stop reading it after every chapter and make your own conclusions)

The story of a misguided player and a timid teacher meeting in art class.

"So, what can I do for you?" the brunette asked, smirking a little, and maybe it was all in Troye's head, but that sounded way too sexual for normal coffee shop talk.

"... the distance between the here where he was and the there where Troye was reinforced Connor's fondness of the little things."

troye sivan moves to los angeles to pursue his singing career. connor franta lives in the apartment next door to his. the apartment walls are thin as paper. troye sivan has a boyfriend named carlos. connor wishes he had a boyfriend named troye. they're friends. * begun: march 6, 2016 ended: * warning(s): some anxiety attacks and a messy plotline.

illusive def: producing, produced by, or based on illusion; deceptive or unreal He was meant to only be a dream, imaginary, an illusive figure of the night. It never occurred to Connor that someone called Troye Sivan actually existed. - Connor Franta is living the average high school life. Popular, attractive, and surrounded by two of the best friends he could ask for, life seems to be going relatively normally. But when an enigmatic exchange student by the name of Troye Sivan appears at school, everything somehow changes. Because Troye has this hold on Connor. It's a grip that cannot be loosened, a tether that cannot be broken, a grasp that saves him from falling. He's been the boy that's visited Connor in his nightmares for months. And he's finally ready to cause some real damage. Or The one where Connor's got 99 problems and Troye's every single one of them, Zoe's got a hopeless crush on the star basketball player, and Tyler's got a secret that could change everything.

1.attempting to avoid notice or attention, typically because of guilt or a belief that discovery would lead to trouble; secretive. 2.characterized by stealth; sly and secretive - troye assumed that connor was like the sun: always exposed, warm, brighter than most it never crossed his mind that he was actually like the moon: hidden away, cold, darker than anything