[COMPLETED] October 2009, Phil kissed me for the first time.

In which you are silent everyday, but Tyler isn't. {again, all respect to jenna because jenna is amazing and she and tyler are goals} {{it's just fiction}} {{{trigger warning: mentions of abuse, anxiety, depression, and suicide}}}

"I'm sorry," he began, stepping forward "I couldn't say this over the phone. I couldn't. I just... I was so happy!" Your face fell, you were sitting here, dreading everything you had ever done, and he was happy. "When you told me, my heart stopped, I - I couldn't speak... I love you (Name.) and I couldn't tell you that, without wanting to touch you, to hold you, to make you mine, and just... just look at you." He sighed, his cheeks beet red, your own matching him style. TRIGGER WARNING TRIGGER WARNING PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED, WILL HATE, OR ARE SENSTIVE TO TOPICS INVOLVING DEPRESSION/ANXIETY #2 Dan #10 YOUTUBE

"Didn't you wait for me?" "How long was a I meant to wait?" His eyes narrowed "Cause you sure took a long fucking time" --------------------------------------------------------------------- Time flew quickly at home, your time spent occupied with essays and exams, all of them piling up over your head, so much so you barely had time to think about him... But he always seemed to manage to slip into the slightest crevice or break in your mind, a picture of his smile distracting you from work. His chocolate eyes making you crave his touch. And his soft sweet pale lips making you dream of fond distant memories you longed to relive. 6 months. A year. Time seemed effortless with Daniel Howell. ---- Everything comes crashing down when (Name) returns from Australia, seeing the love of her life right before her eyes, break down, like she had down only a year beforehand. SEQUEL TO HOPELESS - READ THAT ONE FIRST SLOW UPDATES 1 - Hopeless Spin off - Friction 2 - Hopeful