Luna is the smallest in her pack they left her out of so many things. Alpha Conner hated her because she the weakest in his pack. Until she find her mate.

When a seemingly-innocent prank on a few unsuspecting trolls goes horribly wrong, John finds himself in a position he'd rather not fill, and Dave battles with himself on whether or not he should finally confess his true feelings for his altered friend. Follow Fem!John and Dave in their struggles to cope with John's "affliction" and Dave's inability to make up his mind. ~Message From The Author~ I hope you enjoy having your fangirl heart being torn out and then reinserted, because this was killer to write. I needed to cry several times before Chapter I and II were even finished. Yeah, so. Homestuck. Enjoy. WARNING: Rated M for language, angst, and some yaoi later on, though I'm not gonna go deep into detail.

WARNING: As this fanfiction goes on, I am not responsible for the feels that are lost. John loses his memory after a car crash. Dave blames himself for the crash because he was texting on his phone while it happened. After a while, John regains his memory, but it may be too late to save Daves sanity.

Type: Homestuck Rating: M (Collab W/ TsunamiofFire) Dave Strider is a Junkie and a cutter, mainly because he has picked on by the trolls most his life. Dirk doesn't know and John won't listen. Jake English is the only one who understands how much Dave wants to disappear forever.