A look into Olivia Benson's journal and how she really felt when her partner Elliot Stabler left the SVU squad team

I really hope that SVU doesn't end, but when it does, this is how I want it to go down.

Olivia will never escape William Lewis. You don't get over it, you just learn to control the screams when you sleep

Olivia Benson adopted 14 year old Courtney Roberts after Courtney's teacher filed a report, stating that Courtney may be in danger because of her father. They build a strong relationship, really something that's like no other. Then, something happens. It seems as if everything shatters. Courtney's caught in a hole of self harm, abuse, after what happened... It seems like there's no way out. How can Olivia get her daughter back? Not even knowing what's been happening to Courtney, how can Olivia manage to help her distressed daughter? *TRIGGER WARNING*

Nick is still working narcotics. He never came to SVU. So he never met the crew. Stabler didn't leave, yet. Liv.. Just read. We do not own the characters. Enjoy! Working it as a short story, but that might change. So stay tuned.

Mazel Caplan, a woman raised in an Orthodox Community since she was born in Manhattan, New York, reached from her small community and went to college for Criminal Forensics, and became an officer of the law at nineteen. At age twenty-six she was bumped up the ranks as a detective for the sex crimes unit in Queens, with a very supportive and loving squad. But when there's an opening in Manhattan's SVU, and Queens recommends Mazel for the job, what will her new squad think of her?

What the title says.