"Don't worry yourself, You're loved here." - [peter pan] [mature] [you don't need to know or watch ABC's Once Upon a Time to read this :)] [was previously called 'My Boy']

"I don't want to exist, I want to live. I want even the darkest pieces inside her. I want to kiss the sorrow off her skin. Isn't that what love is? Isn't that what this beautifully constructed torture feels like? But I want the same from her. The power-hungry part of me wants something in return. I want her to love even the most monstrous parts of me. I want her to love me for the madman I am."

[ COMPLETED ] [BOOK HAS BEEN HEAVILY EDITED & IS UNDERGOING MORE EDITING BC 13 Y/O WRITING IS BAD AND I HATE THIS AND IDC ANYMORE PLS STOP ATTACKING ME] Adelaide Weller is a 17 year old girl.. with a fear of the monster under her bed. But is it a monster, or a boy? ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- This story features dArK, slightly diSTuRBiNg & eXTrEMeLy cRiNgEy Pan, so be warned. SERIOUSLY, I wrote this book to unhinge the romanticizing of a toxic boy, and the violence he would put someone in this position through. THIS. IS. NOT. A. ROMANCE. THIS BOOK MAKES ABSOLUTELY NO SENSE IDK WHY YALL STILL READ IT BUT GO OFF IG <3 I do put warnings on chapters with "swearing" and "violence" however if you don't find it to be represented as such, just remember that other people might see it that way so that's why I put it there.