"I am one of them, baby and I will protect you with my life!" Was the sentence that made me fall down my knees and believe him, give him all I could give but it wasn't easy. I didn't choose this life. I don't want it but when I saw him I just thought that maybe, just maybe, he'd be the one who'd take all the pain of my past away with a small kiss of his kissable lips. At least that was what I expected. Perhaps, the devil that pushed me in hell, got sick of me enjoying it there and he sent me someone that looks so angelic when he smiles to make me feel like I'm in heaven. But sadly, as soon as I leaned in to kiss his lips, I realized that just looking in his eyes, I'd feel in heaven but looking around and seeing all those demons, my demons, smirking at me, knowing they won because I let him in but he was just one of them when I thought he was different. At the end of the day, I was just a maid in his father's house but I didn't look at it that way when I fell for him and that was how I lost myself. -Read to know how she lost herself, who is the angle and the devil, how did her demons won when she was trying so hard to run away from them. Find out in INNOCENT. Enjoy :)

⚠️ No it doesn't have to do anything with Lindsey Demeola. I just used her name that is it. It doesn't have to do anything with her personal life. This is a fan fiction of Justin Bieber and Jason McCann. But still it doesn't have to do anything with them, I am just using them for characterizing my story. ⚠️ I'm scared. Always so scared. Living with him was the worst mistake I've ever made. I thought that everything will be under control the second a cigarette met my lips. But it wasn't. I lost control over everything and always wished for more. Staying with him was the only thing I wanted but the only thing I was holding on that caused all the sadness and the pain in my life. But again leaving him wasn't what I wanted. It wasn't what I expected without him and getting another one to fall in love with me to forget him failed and made me loose more control. Two things caused my heart to keep beating and to my brain to keep working, two things kept me sane, two things kept me alive and still breathing, Jason and drugs. *We are all searching for someone whose their demons play with ours*

Sometimes you fall in love with people when you just need to be saved from something and you think that they are the only one that will save you. That happened to me. I fell in love with someone to save me from the people that hurts me but little did I know, he was going to hurt me too but the pain he give me was mixed by the pleasure of being by his side. It only took me a minute to think which pain will I love more and I caught myself thinking of him. He asked me to fix him but I needed to be fixed too. I was picking up the glasses of your broken heart even though it cuts onto my skin and instead of taking care of my heart, you dropped it and walked away leaving me bleeding. "You give me purpose." -Justin