People are scared of me. Scared of my appearance Scared of my touch Scared of my presence Because I am a freak I didn't ask for this 'gift'. I didn't want to freeze everything I touch. But this is who I am. Hated... So I ran away. ~ Niall Horan, the ice boy. Only looking in his eyes would tell you that he is something special. The extraterrestrial icy blue colour, blond hair and pale skin are dead give-aways. And special he is. He has a heart of ice. Everything he touches freezes instantly. But people hate him for it, think he's a mistake of nature. Even his own parents. So, he ran away. With no money and just a backpack filled with clothes, he travels through the country, thinking he's the only one with a gift like this. Oh boy, was he wrong...

[Second book, read Gay, Hell Yeah I Am! first] Aiden's always known something was wrong with him. It wasn't normal to be attracted to another guy, yet he was, and he hated that about himself. He wanted to get rid of those disgusting feelings. It didn't help that he was jealous of Kyle for his ability to openly admit that he is gay, that was probably partly the reason why he always found himself bullying Kyle, but now all that was in the past. After Kyle's dad was sent to prison for attempted murder, child abuse, and a whole lot of other crap, you would think that everything would return back to the same old boring life that Aiden used to live, but no, things just aren't that easy are they. This is where Nathan comes into the picture, Aiden's first love who moved back into town after three years of living somewhere else. However, there's a problem: due to past regrets Nathan has come to seriously hate Aiden, and it was all Aiden's fault. How is Aiden going to be able to overcome this obstacle and make Nathan fall for him? Or will he just end up making it worse? Come and find out... Copyright © 2014 Jena Becerra All rights reserved

12 April 1934, The Horan family was found brutally murdered in their house. Wife and husband had been gagged and maimed before being shot in the head. Their 17-year old son, Niall Horan, was found in his bedroom's closet. He had been gagged and maimed too, but far worse than his parents. A horrendous smile was cut on his face, his eyes burned away. The murderer was never found. 80 years later, 18-year old Zayn Malik has just moved into the little cottage he bought. It literally is his dream house, in the middle of the countryside, close to the woods. Now he can finally relax on his own, away from his parents and the city... Or so he thought. Not long after he moved to his new house, Zayn starts noticing weird things. He starts seeing unnatural things, nightmares afflict his dreams every night and, what is the tale of the boy, murdered in his very house? Warning: lots of blood. It's boyxboy! Please don't read if you don't like it. This is a work of fiction, so before you send hate, remember 'you can never lie in fiction' Cover made by PartOfMyHeart

No one expected that one "Hello" from a brown haired, seven year old boy on his first day of second grade would result in the unbreakable friendship of Ryder Storm and Lance Taylor. From day one these two boys have been inseparable and now 9 years later and their first day of junior year in Highschool, their bond is just as strong and secure as it was back then. Ryder and Lance loves to be the center or attention. Good or bad, it didn't matter, just as long as people were looking their way was all they cared about. They'd do just about anything to make someone laugh, to cause the teachers to send them straight to the principle's office, to have their parents look at them in shock over the latest prank they had just pulled. Neither cared what the others thought about them, as they pretended to be gay for the laughs. What happens when Ryder gets bored and they take one prank on a homophobic teacher a little to far? When their feelings for each other start to become to much for either of them to handle? Yeah, I suck at descriptions...*sigh* it has cute gay boys in it and it's funny...WHAT MORE DO YOU NEED TO KNOW?! XD

Ever since Kyle's mom committed suicide, Kyle's life has gone down the drain. His father became a drunk and would constantly abuse Kyle, blaming him for his mother's death. Kyle himself also thinks its his fault that his mother hanged herself, believes that if he hadn't revealed that he was gay to her and his father, then she would still be alive. Even at school he is bullied for who he is, and its wearing him down. One day a foreigner named Zack Lopez shows up. For Kyle its love at first sight, the only problem is Zack is straight, or at least as far as Kyle knows he is, and he seems to be hiding something from Kyle. So like all story's go there are always complications that show up, and they may threaten the very foundation of Kyle's life. Highest: Romance #49 Copyright © 2012 Jena Becerra All rights reserved

Being cheated on is the worst feeling ever. When I called my best friend Kyrn and told her what happened between me and Brett, she came over straight away. I always told her that I wished I would find a man that would love me and not just want sex all the time like most guys do. It turns out, that I would be getting my wish tonight. Tonight was the night that my best friend and I were kidnapped from my house by sexy Greek god kidnappers. Highest ranking: #1 in Werewolf

(Book 1) Albany is a 17 year old 'crazy' runaway. Her mother branded her to be insane, so she could get away with abusing her daughter. A year on the run ends though when Albany gets arrested by Luke, an attractive cop - and her new stepfather! Luke has no clue his new wife is the crazy one. Now, it's up to Albany to convince her stepfather that he married a psychopath - and try not to fall for him along the way.

So this is pretty much anything about Self harm, it included why people do it, a few facts and quotes, and most importantly how to stop. If you're thinking about self harming I have one piece of advice - don't I will explain why in a chapter.

This is the original Irresistible I will be writing a new one, with more detail, etc. If you'd like to read both you can.