Pain- A four letter word we aren't always strong enough to hear. It's the only thing stronger than hope and more hurtful than physical injury. When pain rages, even numbness can't calm it down. It's the moment when you feel a pang in your chest and your heart drops to your stomach; like when the cab driver hits the brakes without warning or when you look into the eyes of someone you love and they look away. Pain is ignoring that lump in your throat and trying to move on. Pain is when you feel a stab in your heart and instinctively check to see if you are bleeding on the outside. Ashley McAllen is a teenage girl who is intimate with the word Pain. It is a four letter word that doesn't erase itself from the page, if you just ignore it. Nor did it write itself there for no reason. She learns from both, the bitter experience and happy moments, that Pain demands to be felt. #396 Romance

#1 in Fan Fiction (8/9-27, 29-present/16) Set in an alternate universe where Nicomaine becomes PA to a certain Alden Richards, the biggest thing to hit the Asian Movie World, thanks to his unexpected blockbuster drama, "Lonesome". Unbeknownst to everyone, Richards lives a truly lonesome life behind the wild ilusion of fame, money and prestige. His only escape is a little-known dating platform where he can hide in anonymity to truly get to know someone, anyone, to take his mind off show business. He thinks he can only trust a person to be sincere if she does not know about his celebrity status. He protects this secret with his life but one day, leaves his iPad on the table. The always-tidy PA accidentally sees his dating profile & username and comes up with the most dangerous idea she's ever had.

Здравейте, аз съм Джиджи и съм на 20 години. Приета съм в колеж, в който е приет и най-добрият ми приятел. Казва се Джо и е на същите години като мен. С Джо се познаваме от много години, отраснали сме заедно, винаги е бил до мен и ме е подкрепял. Изключително много го обичам и не мога да си представя живота си без него! Споделяме обща квартира в града, забавляваме се.. Животът е прекрасен! Да, той беше такъв, но наскоро започна да се държи странно. Ето това се случи през деня, в който за пръв път влязох в колежа...