Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

♡He was a teen idol, she was his teen idol

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[AU] [STRONG LANGUAGE] {duh] HIGHEST RANKINGS: #14 in amazingphil, #4 in reading, #20 in phillester, #7 in bookworm In Phil Lester's perspective, travel through his mind and eyes as he meets with love at first sight. College is a pain in the ass. And Philip knows that. But he wants to try it out; become successful. When Phil enters college, he falls head over heels for this certain girl. But how could he capture her heart like she did to his? With his clumsy, kindhearted, and rarely harsh-self, he attempts to have her with the help of his new friends. So come along with this innocent Lester on a journey to capture the heart of the mystery girl. Yes, it's one of those stories. ✑imagine d&p a lot closer to an age difference than they are irl ✑story starts in early august ✑remember; time flys when you're in love ✑you will find things like "Y/N" which is a name insert...you're a star! a great big shining star! ✑chapter-name-idea-credit goes to the great writer & my senpai @reptilidan ✑fluff

Dan Howell is your stereotypical popular kid. Phil Lester struggles with depression and lives in an abusive home. When the two meet, Dan assumes Phil is just another kid for him to pick on. It turns out to be a bit more complicated than that. Will Dan and Phil be able to help each other get through their hardships, or are some people just too far gone to fix? - TW: Self harm, suicidal thoughts and/or actions, homophobia, car crash, death, abuse (message me if you need clarification) - Started: 12/26/15 Completed: 6/28/17

Young Dan Howell, who lives with his alcoholic father, lost his mother to cancer less than a year ago, and is killing himself. Phil Lester, a boy picked on for his weight, lives alone from the rest of the world in a rehab center while trying to recover from severe anorexia. When a concerned teacher suggests Dan seek help, the two lonely worlds collide. Maybe all they need for help is each other. (Rating: Mature! Very angsty! Read at your own risk! Triggers: self harm, eating disorder, suicide. A little swearing. A little smutty, a little fluffy)

First book in the I Have Always Noticed You series Dan tries to keep to the shadows and away from everyone else. But Phil sees him and doesn't want him to be alone. What will happen when their two worlds collide, will it be beautiful? Or will it crash and burn? -Trigger warning-