Emerson is miserable with his life. He’s constantly bullied, and his boyfriend, Matt, sides with his tormentors. When Emerson hides in the school’s boiler room to escape everyone, he doesn’t expect to find a journal. The journal looks simple enough, but inside, it contains the shocking story of a boy named Nash. As Emerson reads deeper into the heart wrenching words of Nash’s life, he is unaware that his life is about to change forever.

This is the story of how Karkat Vantas marched into your life, made you you fall ass over teakettle for him, and all the aftermath of that beautiful mess. .. Disclaimer: I do not own Homestuck. Homestuck is owned by Andrew Hussie. I only own this AU and OC's put in for storyline purposes (they are rare and always minor) (CHECK TAGS F9R TRIGGERING T9PICS)