❝Some nights you're fine, but other nights you're unbearable.❞ 「book 3 of the bts series」 「completed 6/11/16」

"there were things the both of us couldn't say" [160423]

"I miss you." My eyes widen, did he just say? "You what!" " you heard me." Attitude. "Ugh, I said.. I miss you." he put his hand under my chin and leaned in and his lips was getting closer and closer to my lips. I close my eyes, and felt warm pressure on my lips. I wrap my arms around his neck, as his hand roam my down to my hips. Before i knew it, he had pick me up! I pull away from this kiss. "Why you pull away.?" He said, he look so disappointed. I gave a small smile. "You pick me up... I didn't think you wou-" i was interrupted by his lips. He put some force into that kiss, he hold me tight, tight enough to keep me up against the wall of his room. He pulled away, i was disappointed. "Why you stop.." i said, he smiled and said "just admiring your eyes. " did he just say admiring my eyes.. "my eye.. wh-" i was interrupted again with a soft and roughish kiss, but so much meaning to still kiss. He put me down on his bed, kissing down my neck. It's about to happen.. I'm afraid.

i'm sorry, for hurting you. i love you, even if you don't. forgive me, for being a monster.