"How much do I pay to get a lap dance like that?" He asked standing behind the stunning girl wearing only a lace thong and bra with matching heels that put her to his tall 6'2. The beautiful girl didn't say anything to him just motioned for him to fallow her. He intensely watched her back side as she walked. She walked into the back room and turned around, that's when the worst thing happened, she turned and faced him. She's the girl who sits in the back of the class room glasses on the bridge of her nose book shoved in her face. She's the girl guys joke about having to look at. She's the girl other girls laugh at and ask her if she gets her clothes at good will. She's the girl who wears baggy large clothes even though she has a better body then most girls. She is Isabella. He's the star football player. Quarter back to be specific. He's the guy who walks the halls with pride. He's the son of the richest man in town. He gets all the girls. He can do anything without even trying. He's the guy everyone envies. He's the guy every girl wants. He has the rest of his life ahead of him. He is perfect. He is Ethan. When Ethan and his friends go to a strip club on the other side of town to celebrate Ethan's 19th birthday he doesn't expect to see an extremely attractive girl giving another man a lap dance. Nor did he expect to know her. Or a mate. Isabella did not think she would ever see one of those guys at her club. Well technically it wasn't her's she just worked there. As a stripper she's been there since she was sixteen. She needed the money they needed a girl and she knew damn well she wasn't working for those spoiled ass rich kids parents.

Ethan tries to leave one life for another: probable death for a possible life. But what he leaves behind doesn't necessarily want to let him go. Shackles from the past bind his wrists while promises of a better life scare the hell out of him. How could someone possibly want him to be a part of their life and their family? What he thought was his chance for salvation, in the form of the firm roles of a BDSM relationship, proves to be a very different story altogether. Marc Matthews, a Dom at a local club, turns Ethan's life upside down without the help of a whip. While Matthews tugs at his heart, Ethan remains determined to raise the walls inside his chest to protect what is left of a hollow existence.

Family - the most important thing in the world, right? If it's your own, maybe. But if it's the family of the incredibly powerful, incredibly alluring businessman with whom you've been conducting a secret office affair, and they don't yet know about the affair, things are a little bit different. Life is about to get real for Lilly Linton. All those stolen moments behind closed doors, those secret kisses and whispered words are about to catch up with her. As she and her boss, business-magnate Rikkard Ambrose, travel north to his parents' palatial estate, she is about to discover whether she has the strength to step out of the shadows and change her fate forever. Volume four of the award-winning "Storm and Silence" series.

Baylor and willow fell in love with each other back in high school when they were still kids. Together they have made it through life until 20. But they've run into a problem, as much as they love each other, they can't love themselves. Baylor finds herself struggling with blocking out memories from her neglectful and abusive childhood with drinking. After 4 years of sobriety, she finds herself back in the rabbit hole. Baylor cuts herself off from the world and struggles to even lift up the pencil to write another novel. She pushes herself into her work and forgets about the world, including Willow. Willow is searching for answers on why her sister killed herself. She struggles to deal with the grief while also battling with a long time friend, eating disorder. She can't seem to paint or draw anymore and often times finds herself staring at a wall. She couldn't save her sister and is worried she won't be able to save Baylor either. The girls decide to take a break and pack up for a month, spending time away from each other to find themselves again to better their relationship. Baylor goes off to find more about her family while Willow returns to her home to begin to cope and grieve with her family over her sisters death. A story about sacrifice and faith and trust in partners. A story of strength and courage. A story about love. One that teaches that as much as you love someone, you can't force them to love themselves

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Happiness hallucinates me from reality. Sadness shuts me from the world. Fear frees me from doing stupid stuffs. Disgust is way deeper than you think. And actually, anger is not always about hate. Whatever you feel now, just remember that you have the right to express it. [12-20-17: #37 for Poetry] [From 10-30-15 to 09-14-16]

Joel Ellen has suffered his entire life, no one knows of his pain, no one knows what he's endured. But he's tired of it, he can't take this anymore. Will he end it all? Or will he fight back? Everyone's against him, he's alone in the world. When he finally loses all hope, something interesting occurs...

A Girl Who Thought She'd Never Find Love Finally Finds The One But Put Up With So Much Of His Problems,.

Second book in the 'How I like my tea' collection. German finally proved his love for Angie and now they are dating. Everyday he fights to prove his love for her and everyday he thinks he fails. A love story in which the characters are still learning new things about one another and are beginning to connect. He wants to prove he loves her but will he succeed?