I'm Shawn this is my story and my book. This a story about my first real love. Funny thing is he is already somebody elses. He's my bestfriends. This story is also about my first love. Okay and my second . But I'm just trying so hard to find somene who's going to love me for me. Not just my body or my looks. Someone whose going to hold my hand when I'm scared or just need some comfort. I need someone whose going to kiss when I wanna be kissed, when I'm down or just randomly. Someone to look me in the eyes and say.. I love you. But it seems like the only guy that can do that is my bestfriend's boyfriend.

Carrie is in love with her best friend. So is he. But he’s with someone else he’s also deeply in love with her. He says that when he leaves her he’ll be in her arms forever. But after waiting to long for him to move on and come be with her she finds out that she needs to move on and find someone else but when she does he wants her. Her hardest decision ever is to pick her love. What one will she choose