2016©| Cyn has been in an abusive relationship with her long time boyfriend Taison since her senior year in high school. He wasn't always this way. At first he was the perfect partner always complemented and stood up for Cyn but as the years progressed he became sour and soon began to treat Cyn like his worst enemy. When she tried to leave he beat her, leaving scars until this very day. Travis just happened to catch her one night in one of her crying spells. She shooed him away scared that Taison would catch them talking and drag her back to her never ending nightmare. He assured her that they were safe and for the first time that night she spoke. She didn't say much, only that she had to be home. After trying to get her to calm down he took her home but once there she was violently yanked out of the car. He had came to see her everyday to see if she was okay. She would always speak to him without looking his way fear always laced in her voice. She never told him why she was so scared no matter how many times he asked. He had to see for hisself, once he had finally talked her into talking to him face to face she insisted on not leaving campus. To make her happy he did as she wanted. During the talk she was confronted by Taison. He yanked and rug her by her hair until she cried to get away from him. After recovery from shock Travis attacked Taison viciously beating him until Cyn screamed for him to stop. Soon campus security rushed in and took Travis away and called an ambulance for Taison. Cyn sat in shock as Travis apologized multiple times as campus security pulled him away. Cyn waited for days for Travis to be released, she had no idea what to say to him but she just wanted to see him. The meet up was cut short by Travis asking to take her away from her previous life. The pain. The hurt. The stress. Will she start a new life with Travis or continue to live her venomous life?

2016©| The memories I now held of her were heartfelt. I miss her playing with my lips in the morning because she wanted me to wake and hear my voice. I miss her getting dressed up for nothing because she knew I was watching. I miss her treating Harley like her own. I missed her attitude, her flaws she swore existed, I miss her. 5 months have gone by and I only see her when she's on FaceTime with Harley. She promised never to leave her life and she kept her promise. I always ask Harley to ask her to see the baby before she'd call just so I can see my little girl. Last time she directly spoke to me was when she let me know the gender of the baby and asked if I had any ideas for a name. A month or so ago I heard she had a boyfriend from Harley. They were on FaceTime and some nigga was in the background. Harley questioned her about him and Rose answered every question before eventually saying "yeah he's something like a boyfriend". The days that followed I answered none of her calls. I couldn't cope with her moving on. I missed her. I missed her. I missed her. | I do not own any pictures or videos published in this book|

2016©| Childhood memories crowed my mind when I saw her smile or trying to remember the handshake from our childhood that I never forgot. She doesn't know I remember but if acting as if I don't will keep her around longer then I don't. We could spend hours together talking about nothing or just seamlessly listening to her talk about herself. I was never listening but her voice soothed my very being. She knew me like the back of her hand and I liked it like that. She left for a summer to visit her folks and I made a one mistake. One night. One Time. Ruined my life. Everything shattered. Perfect memories of our future was ripped apart carelessly. Everything's around me was falling apart. My life was ruptured and it was my fault. Life as I knew it was over. Or was it just a new beginning? | Remade on 1/2/16 |

2015©| I never really got to know "Joey". But I got to know Jo-Vaughn very well. I got to know the prodies too but my heart was completely set on Jo-Vaughn. You could say I was head over heels but always hid it while around him and the prodies. I always kept my hopes up because I was only 3 years younger than him. I listened to their cyphers without them knowing because one of them would shoo me away and the whole group would go along with it to shut him up. They were talented...very talented. In 10th grade I was alone so I began to drown myself in clothes. Although Joey graduated he was still up there everyday as if he was held back but we didn't talk much....not at all really. I became closed up and boxed in focusing strictly on fashion and school. The people that knew me were ghost that I looked right through. They acted as if I was a alien and they were the last humans on earth. I soon got use to it and cut them off just as they did me. My hopes that maybe me and Joey would be a thing was gone.

"Hopefully being roommates will settle your arguments."

You, the reader, and everybody else are apart of my little game. See, I'm not normal. I'm crazy. Delusional. Psycho. Those words taunt me every time, day and night. It drives me insane. Crazy enough to kill a person. Don't worry. I'm not out to kill you. I'm searching for my prey. My number one target. Siobhan Lewis.

Prema Morrison had a rough childhood. During Elementary school, she was always called, "The Loner. Loser. Retard. Faggot. Ugly duckling." and through Middle School, people teased her about her being, not the thickest girl out there. And through High School - up until the 12th grade.- she always had daily rude comments thrown at her about her hair. But then, one day, at the end of 11th grade, she knew she had to make the best of her last year of school. And, that's exactly what she did. She knew she needed a better, different image. So, she fixed herself up. One day, a new boy named Jacob, transferred into their school. Immediately, he was picked on about his flashy, big hair. She knew the pain he was feeling. She knew that she had to help him. And, that's what she did. She meant no feelings, what so ever. But, what happens when the two become so close that, Prema's reputation goes down, and. . The table is turned. .

"The finale piece to my story in Schaefer, a true Gangland." - Josh.

"I honestly thought that this would all be over once my cousin got arrested, but the games in Schaefer had JUST begun." -Josh.