Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the family deaths and friend losses, and the ups and downs, the latter of which seem to be more common lately. It's been so easy lately for Ashton to slip after a joke gone wrong, or a jab on Twitter. Ashton always says he's sorry, repeating it again and again if only to convince himself. Luke knows he's sorry, knows that he can't help it. And he'll sit by the bathtub for hours, holding Ashton, to make sure that he knows someone loves him. None of the other boys know. Ashton couldn't bring himself to tell them and face their disapproving stares too, and he wouldn't let Luke tell them, so he's stuck in this half state of secrecy and confession to Luke. Ashton hasn't gone too far yet, not far enough that Luke can't patch him up with gauze, antibiotics, and a long hug. But someday, someday, Luke knows Ashton won't be able to take it anymore, and Ashton will die. And Luke will be all alone.

Ashton lost his vision and hearing. The only thing that makes him smile is touching Luke.

"Who are you?" All Rights Reserved.© WriteDrunk 2014. Completed.

No One really notices Harry Styles In fact, Harry’s so invisible that if his teachers don’t call on him in lessons - and they rarely do - Harry can go whole days without speaking to anyone other than his mum, his sister, Gemma, his cat, Dusty and the school librarian, Alma. And if he just so happens to have a tiny, minuscule crush on the footie captain, Louis Tomlinson, well, that’s no one’s business but his own. Louis' has got a beautiful girlfriend who just so happens to be captain of the cheerleading squad. Harry thinks Louis will never notice him, until Louis infact, notices him back…

"what fades must come back." >> this book was written before the song 'if you don't know' was released, but seems to be closely related. disclaimer: i wrote this in 2014. it's really bad. also the picture used in the cover was created by me and reposted onto other social medias by fans i gave permission to.

two boys in love in a homophobic world. ♡ -- I wrote this when I was twelve that's why the writing is so bad.

The little catch up, or I guess you could say party, ran pretty smoothly. Until they dared me. They dared me to kiss, someone I actually, deep down, had feelings for. And the kiss wasn't just any ordinary one. It was special. It most likely didn't not feel like a dare to me anymore. It felt real. Warnings // cringe bc I wrote this years ago pls no h8

There was something about Luke, that made Ashton smile. But lately, Luke hasn't been smiling back. Luke is deeply in love with Ashton, and it's slowly killing him. He's convinced that Ashton will never love him back. He starts to drift away from the other boys, shutting himself out from them while occasionally letting Calum in. Luke is tired of being alone and tired of feeling broken.

It all started from a rumour. 'Calum is gay' they said. That mortifying rumour managed to spread throughout the whole school. Even though Calum protested against it, the rumour was entirely true. Whilst Calum does that, his bully - and to add, true love, only just started to figure out what it's like, to develop feelings for the same sex. Warnings // this book was written years ago so please don't hate for the bad grammar, punctuation and cringeness